Saturday, October 27, 2007

WOOHOO~!!!! *runs down street(not naked...yet)*

First day of hols!!!!
So what?
We~ll~... *ponders dramatically*

1) My sis and I get to laugh at our brother, currently having his EOYs. My sadistic and daft sister has forgotten that she is sitting for a major exam herself. LOL. I'm the MAJOR SLACKAH!!!!! =D

2) What has happened is now a memory, the future awaits... some know what I mean... *waggles eyebrows* AND, I get to sleep late and wake up at 3 in the afternoon!!!!

3) Get to catch up my documents, watch more movies, continue on my scrapbook, read more books(FICTION!!! FICTION, I SWEAR!!!!!), organize my already neat table... get my iPOD and PSP SORTED. Oh ya, get the blipping virus outta my darnin' com.

4) The long awaited overseas vacation to Z-land!!!!!! (erm, not associated with sleep, but with sheep...)

5)The. Voucher. Spree!!!! *runs down street nekkid*

??? The Voucher Spree? Like huh?
It happened today, by the way.
Ok, ok, I tell my dyin' fans everything, okayums?

So last night (26 Oct, btw, coz it's 12.27am now, which means that TVS happened yesterday, but I'm assuming that today is yesterday and that- ok, whatever) my brother was begging to sleep in the same room as my sis and me. Dunno why. Aww~ he LURRRVES us that's why! Right back on track. So, urms, I gave him one big bunch of rules to follow, and scared him a bit -hee hee- and told him to wake me up at 11am today. (Which is yesterday but I happen to be assuming that today is- ok, whatever) Ahhh, my wonderful alarm clock. Usually my sister or maid has the honour, but might as well bully him while I can, aye?

I slept at like, 12am last night? Thanks to ruddy Amnesya, which my sister has been shockingly addicted to. (Oh yea, Darkie, my sis and I solved level 21!!! *grins* Stuck at level 25...) My brother OBVIOUSLY slept later than me, coz he was playing his DS; my sister -as expected- watched The Twins Effect II. Too bad, I woke up earlier than any of them. 9.45am. How awesome-ish was that? Whiled the time away by listening to the songs on my PSP WITH HEADPHONES... (I'm addicted to those weird pop beats again.) Then I got blipping bored (Eh HELLO~? I had an hour and 15 minutes to waste!) and started playing Loco Roco -or Water Babies, as what the short one calls it- and woke my brother up with all the clicking of the buttons. Then he was like, "I go toilet arh" and came back with his o.O DS and started tapping on the screen with the stylus[?]. Then I jumped from my bed to his mattress and played Blanket Snatch. He won. *blippft* Then wanted to read/draw/doodle/fool around with the art stuff. Took out some paper... crayons... then *`ting!<--(Lightbulb)* IDEAH! I dug for my SprayPaint and did an amateurish card as a birthday pressie for my Fairy Godmother. Sweet, eh? Finished at 11.30am. Went downstairs for my breakfast. Nothing to eat. Geez. My brother and I were like, *growl <---tummy* so my maid had to cook omelettes for us. So blipping bored that I watched Pokemon with my brother while eating. (Ahh~ memories of the days I drew 'em cutesies. LOL) Then my mom came down- ok, let's just get to the part where I'm in my Fairy Godfather's car, ok? This is a total waste of space on my blog. I was in the backseat, wearing a yellow top with GLITTERY patterns(not act cute ones), grey camou pants, orange watch, pink hairband, colourful Adidas shoes(left lace yellow; right lace pink) and a tokidoki bag. Yes, colourful ol' me. I drove through KPE!!! (ok, my Godpa did.) I don't see what the big fuss is all about. It's only the longest Underground Expressway in Southeast Asia anyway. *shrugs*-skip boring parts to scene with Godma in car- I passed her the card and she likes*jaw drops* it. Went to Sakuraya at the Village Centre for lunch. Lotsa raw stuff. *gulps* Japan cuisine. *sticks tongue out at my sistah at HOME* Godma recommended me some marble, gassy drink. (Tastes like Sprite, she says. It fizzled in my mouth.) My Fairy Godparents (surprisingly) managed to convince me to eat the raw stuff(Bonito, salmon, swordfish, squid, urchin, liver). They ordered Californian Maki in case. I ate about 4 Makis. Then they decided to order Udon so that I could have a (decent?/cooked?) meal. And GRILLED salmon. heehee. I had so much guilt in me I couldn't bring myself to finish the Udon. (Ahh~ FATS.) Udon makes me high. =D After that my Godma and I started talking bout my phone that wouldn't work anymore because-. Gross details omitted. The conversation led to me liking cheap stuff more than expensive stuff.
Godma: Who says? I bought Vicky this watch ok. It costs 98 bucks. *drinks green tea*
Me: Ya lor! And it's WATER-RESISTANT!
--2 seconds later--
Godma: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Me: Wah you damn slow leh.
Godma: I had to swallow my green tea first what.
After that we went to the Sakuraya mart to get some stuff and paid for the lunch. My Godpa and I were joking about how Cheapo(yours truly) LOVES to get discount, and when I was young I LOVED to ask every store owner "EZ-link got discount?" Then I told him, "I only have 40 bucks AND EZ-link card." And he laughed. I told him to swipe my EX-link card as a Visa, discount guaranteed. (Repeat:: Udon makes me HIGH~) The cost of our lunch: $80< style="color: rgb(102, 51, 0);">-Skip parts until we're in the car again, then driving to Wheelock Place- The parking lot was SUPER crowded, so my Godma and I walked to Wheelock first, let my Godpa park the car. I looked into the car behind ours and saw a *eyes widen* CELLO!(and acoustic guitar) But anyways, we went into Wheelock palace. I practically ----DASHED to Laine's Papeterie to buy my Scrapbook stuff. Sidetrack::
A few relatives gave me a whopping 100-dollar voucher from Laines for my birthday =D Expires on November 11th, so we were rushing to use the dollars up before it expired. DUH~
On track:: We went at about... c.2pm to 3pm on the VOUCHER SPREE~ to spend the hundred dollars! There were so many things to choose from. Like seriously. And with a hundred dollars, you can't buy much. Not that I'm complaining. (I actually thought 'twas or 20-dollar voucher!) So I decided and pondered and compared. And being Ms Cheapo, I COMPARED PRICES. Yeah. Reminded me of Charlie the Unicorn. Won't tell you what I decided to buy. I started calculating all my items, it rounded up to about $70[!!!!] bucks... the vouchers came in twenties, so I decided to use up 10 more dollars and save the LAAAAST voucher for another time (before it expired. Duh~) and I squeezed between the shoppers (My Fairy godma and I noticed that I was the YOUNGEST shopper there) to find a nice, worthy 10-dollar deal. Then we took our 'luggage' to the Cashier and requested for them to calculate the prices of our items. Turns out our calculations were wonderful. -Ly lousy. I had 4 more bucks to spend before I reached/passed the 80-buck quota. So I had to SQUEEEEEEZE again. Finally, we got our items checked, paid, left. Time:: 6pm. Awesome.

We went to the loo. I asked my Godma, "Guess what I dropped THIS time."
Godma:: ?Huh?
Me:: My WATCH.
Both give each other the 'riiight' look.
Then my Godma started calculating the items to make sure the cashier lady hadn't cheated us of our MONAYE. Then she started explaining alien stuff to me, and my Godpa tried to make it simpler by ELABORATING and I kept shooting quizzical looks at either of them. Then my Godpa asked, "Complicated, huh?" Me: "Yea. More complicated than Algebra" and he shot me a quizzical look. Call us the Addams Family. Then we walked over to Isetan Scotts for a coffee break. (I had a smoothie, of course. Anything but coffee.) By then the High Effect of Udon was wearing off. So at Dome's Cafe or some place like that I ended up reading and sipping on my smoothie. AHHH~ FATS. We went there because my Godma had a voucher for some free coffee thingy[?] I was supposed to pay because my dad told me to take them out for Coffee. My Godma paid. SWEET~(to'ally) Then we drove home. YAY. Finally I complete the main entry of this POST!!!! *tugs at hair*

Ok, so mainly I went out for the VOUCHER SPREE.
Now you know why it was the VOUCHER SPREE?
Ok, maybe you don't.
Whatever.
When I got home Shannon(bleahs, Shannon) was WAITING for me to design her mask for her Grad Night.
WTH?
Like, she owes me so much!
For HER teachers' day concert, I had to design 4 darnin' pegs for some people I don't know.
Her teacher also had the *gestures* to get her to do 2 more.
Those pegs aren't just pegs, by the way.
They, literally, are WORKS of ART done by me.
Bet nobody who reads this actually understands how much everything I make means to me.
To you it's just a thing, but to me it's a collaboration of Passion and Effort to prove to doubters and non-believers out there that I am an accomplished aesthetics student.
And I have to do a mask.
Riiiight.
I told her I'd do it if I felt like it and didn't care what her teacher would do to her.
Like, if it was SOOO important, she could have done it herself, right?
Then her MOM came to me and told me to do it.
*rolls eyes*
Shameless.
So what if her dad and my dad are BEST friends?
Not like WE are.
Ok, that hurt a lot.
But if I calculated how much she owed me financially, the price is $15 bucks.
($2 x6 pegs) + ($3 for the mask regardless of whether I did it or not)
I know this makes me look like some low-class person who can't do charitable work.
Like I said, you DON'T understand.
(erm, Shawn, if you comment on this, I don't think I'll heed your advice, so save it. ya.)
I don't understand myself, either. Must have been what happened a few years back that made me like this. Won't post bout it unless if there's a crowd DYING to know.

On to better parts.
Watched GungS.
Gung is nicer, but whatever.
Still funny anyways.
Then I watched March of the Penguins halfway, then came to blog.
So yeah.
I'm gonna continue on the documentary tomorrow, then maybe I can blog again?
Or laze....
Ok, gonna sleep now.
Goodnight =)


Song of the day::

♡V

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

I Was Just Thinking...


#1:: (Please read the post below this before you continue on this post)

I finished reading the whole story. The last chapter was remarkable. It was a TWIST. Turns out that Hope was never with Logan. She was sort of having hallucinations or something. Fantasizing, maybe. Ok, this is from the book:: (Starting with Hope)
[Before this dialogue, the psychologist tells Hope that she wrote to herself, but signed the note with another person's name, instead of the person ACTUALLY writing to her.]

"That I wrote? She wrote notes to me all the time."
"Hope, Emily hasn't communicated by writing or speaking for more than two years. She understands, but she doesn't communicate. You wrote both sides of the correspondence, if you will, which is not a totally atypical thing for a girl with what would be called a borderline personality- if you're older; you're too young for me to make that kind of diagnosis."
"What do you mean, borderline?"
"Well, in simple terms, it means being on the borderline between sane and not so sane. You were on the other side of the border for a while. And now we think you can move from that dangerous side to the side that's good for you.We want to help you do that. Do you know why you got so attached to Emily, and why you always call her 'Em'? She never called herself that, according to her parents."

There. Sad, huh. She was actually having a major crush on Logan till the point of fantasizing about the fact he took her virginity. (Good thing they didn't describe anything. Phew.) And things they did together. On her side of the story, she claims that she got the lead in Romeo and Juliet, and Logan suggested the abduction. This is what Logan wrote to her::

Dear Hope,
I hope you are feeling better. I know you went through a lot. And I know part of it was my fault. Hope, when I met you, I noticed the same things that everyone notices about you. You were so talented for being as young as you were. And I thought you were very attractive. But you were so much younger than I was that I knew it would be wrong to encourage your having a crush on me.
So, after tryouts, when you were so sad that you didn't get Juliet, but you were the understudy, I took you out for a cheeseburger. And then, it was like you didn't get that I was just trying to be your pal. You acted like we were together. You would run up and hug me and jump up and wrap your legs around my waist. You would take my sunglasses and put them on. I tried to treat you like a kid sister, but you were calling my phone thirty or forty times a day. You were following me around campus all the time. Every time I had a date with someone, you would write me these hysterical letters about some plan or some idea.
Hope, there was never any plan. There was never any idea. When they found you, I didn't know what they were talking about. I think you just so badly wanted the kind of attention you used to get back home and you didn't get at Starwood that you flipped out a little. And I don't blame you for trying to put the blame on me. If you really had yourself convinced that we were a couple, and you thought that I was going away on you, I could see how you would feel completely betrayed. And you are a really good kid, and a really talented kid. but you got obsessed with me. And that's what made you do what you did, I think.
I personally don't believe I was worth all the trouble and pain you put yourself through. I'm just this dumb guy. I really want you to be happy, Hope. Maybe acting is too superficial and stressful for you. Maybe not. But whatever you do, take the time to get better first.
Your friend, Logan Rose.

So this kinda makes me really nutty. Like, who is the bad one? Who is the victim? It's such a wonderful twist. Gee, I really can relate to this book LOTS.

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Now playing: JoJo - Leave Get Out





#2::
I'm addicted to Shane's blog. Hahahaha. I refer to him like he's my friend or something. Nay. He's Eunice's cousin. She told me to go to his blog. Now I'm addicted. It's just a simple blog, but he is the FIRST person who blogs in PROPER english. No singlish! And he is one BIG narcissist. I'm not even as narcissistic as him luh. His CCA is/was/? drama. Reading the post makes me feel like I'm stalking him. *shudder* And he has funny phrases. Examples:: Arghy Parghy; I'm so cool, I make ice look hot; hurhur; eat like funfair; aite; ohmysexygoodness; thank chew berry much... Hey, I'm practically ADVERTISING his blog! AHH~! No! Shoo! (Not linking him.)

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Now playing: Mika - Love Today





#3::
I've been using the computer everyday (or almost) but those on my contact list don't see me online because my computer has been attacked by the Trojan virus, if I'm not wrong. Dang. My computer's also downloading PORN automatically. Double Dang. Good thing it's not stored in my hardisk. PHEW. So I'm not online coz I'm afraid of sending the virus to anyone by mistake. (Eh, no, not Wennie's fault.) DO NOT CLICK ON ADVERTS THAT APPEAR ON THE TAGBOARD EITHER!!!! Oh ya, you guys might have to cease contact with me from now on. Except in school, maybe. My handphone dropped into the toilet bowl. It's been fixed, but the words 'Contact Service' is the only thing that appears on the screen, and I don't know what to do. So yea.

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Now playing: Fergie - London Bridge (Oh Shit)
(Funny ha ha. What a pun.)






#4::
I am SO glad 22nd October is OVER!!! (Aren't you, MARH-SHAH?) Good, no more rushing. Plan:: Chill out for a while, then start worrying about the result for the next few days. How nice. PLEASE~ PLEASE I NEED TO GET IT!!!! Think of the $Sexaye Monaye$ This is a real chance of a lifetime! Ok, maybe some of you don't even know what' happening, but I'm not gonna tell. (DEXTER, I'm still IGNORING you.)

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Now playing: Bowling For Soup - Luckiest Loser








#5::
I forgive them. Them is Famous Five. I don't know why I should forgive Famous Five, since I don't know what they did. (Someone tell me please. Really.) But I just feel that I should just forgive. I did post about them, which sparked LOTSA commotion, but I don't see the need to explain myself. Enemies won't believe it, friends won't even need it. Never mind if they don't forgive. But I'm gonna not holding grudges. I stated that I hated Famous Five. (Jason included) That's TRUE. But I really thought it out today. Gee, They aren't that bad. They have good traits, like teamwork and loyalty. And I was breaking them up, sort of. Not sure. Anyway, it was only one misunderstanding that blew up, I think. I don't even remember. *sighs* I was stubborn and bitchy, they were rude to me... My PUMAs caused it. I let them book me, though. I have so much to say but ok, I'm getting out of point here. Famous Five vs Me. Both are egoistic. Both won't give in. Both HATE each other. I'm so over that. Forgiven.

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Now playing: Corrine May - Little Superhero Girl


Hmmm, funny how the songs I'm listening to at the moment enhances the mood of that particular subject I'm blogging about. PURELY COINCIDENTAL.

Song of the day::

♡V

Monday, October 22, 2007

A few paragraphs from the book 'Now You See Her' by Jacquelyn Mitchard::

She knew that. She could never have that same quality of innocence I had, no matter how much like Alice in Wonderland she looked. Why do guys get taken in by these girls? Like, Alyssa Lyn might someday be a B movie actor or even a model for a chain department store. But she is not the real thing, as an actor or as a person. Why don't men see that? Why don't they see inside women the way we see inside them? ... ... What a complete pig. What a phony.

and

I was too good a judge of character to fall for a phony. I might have been young, but I had known a lot of people. A lot of people. And I could spot the phonies right away. I could tell people were lying even when they didn't know it themselves. I could always spot the people making excuses for why they were fat or why they didn't get a role. They were all afraid. So they didn't even try. They couldn't let their real selves show. It was uncomfortable for them to be around someone who did, like I did. I have to be rational about it now, even though it still hurts. My pride is hurt. Not the real me. The real me knows the truth.

and

They all protected Alyssa Lyn. Because she was older. Because she was part of the Starwood circle. I was the one who was the outsider, the kid who got the role all of them wanted- no matter what anyone says about it now. I was so stupid to think they would like me or understand me at Starwood. They were like sharks in a pool, and I was thrown in. I don't feel sorry for myself. But I am so sick of the way people are. They don't give you respect. They don't give you trust. That's what I hate most. You can't trust human beings any more than a pack of wild wolves. They don't have consciences. One minute they let you touch them, and the next minute they rip you apart and walk away and don't look back. You have to deal with the damage. You don't know people until they totally betray you, I always say to Em.

Finally, a book that expresses the way I feel.
I feel so light now.
Ok, here's the book summary for those who want to know a little more::

Hope has it all: brains, beauty, and acceptance at Starwood, a prestigious arts prep school. A mere sophomore, she has won the lead in Romeo and Juliet, beating out seniors for the role- seniors who have been in movies and on Broadway! And with handsome Logan as her Romeo onstage and off, her life couldn't be more perfect. So why would this talented teen throw everything away? Why would she fake her own abduction? Hope wants to explain what really happened, and gradually the truth comes out: Maybe her life wasn't that perfect after all.

I'm posting this coz I think it's SUPER meaningful.
The book caught my attention because of the phrase 'prestigious arts prep school'.
Those in my clan since primary school should know that I've been wishing to go to any art school to study, and have even planned my whole future out by myself.
*grins*
And yes, a prep school has dormitories.
*gawks*
heehee.
The character actually stays true to herself(YOU GO GAL!) but ends up in juvenile because people are jealous of her and Logan(he took her virginity) tricked her into staging her own abduction.
And NOBODY believes her.

I haven't finished the story yet, but it's WOW.
I'm left with the last chapter.
I'm sorta leading her life now, I think.
Only it's in a different format.
Anyway, if I could have her life, I am pretty sure I could do better than her.
Hope, why did you have to be so dumb to trust boys?
Worthless creatures.
Having no friends is hard (I know) but they are poseurs anyway.
Hard to ignore, hard to shun, but deep inside THEY are IMPRESSED.
Those without a conscience, re-read those parts in blue.

[RANDOM!!!!] Speaking of poseur, Jude says that MCR is a poseur band. LOL. I sorta thought so at first. I like Disenchanted, though. *grins*

P.S. Dexter, you know I'm VERY pissed at you now for shouting my secret out. I'm SO gonna give you the cold shoulder. *sticks tongue out*

Song of the day::

♡V

Sunday, October 21, 2007

I'll be blogging again REALLY soon.

My computer is under virus

DO NOT accept any files I send to you. I don't even know that I've SENT IT!!!!

(Might be Porn. Serious.)

♡V

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

This.
Is.
Good.
Shyde.

This.
Is.
A.
Real.
Band.

Watch it.



Song of the day::

duh~
Goes without saying.

(Actually, I've embedded this video before, but I'll post it again for you guys to watch AGAIN.
:D)

♡V

Monday, October 15, 2007

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RB VO.
Bqn'b bf noovep jafep.
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BTANJ qna.
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Qrcn vc.
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Lfd'an r oanrxvep bruvbc, rbbqfyn.

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V'z bf gvbbnu rc cqnz.

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Tfeparcb, zfz, lfd jve.
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Song of the day::

♡V

Friday, October 12, 2007

The Sharron Search started today.
And it hasn't ended yet.

Dawnie came over to my house today.
For the Sharron Search, duh~
I had to say "Hello, may I speak to Sharron please?" to like,
-20?-
random people today.
Some were ruder than me.
I thought I was the PITS.
Well, according to some.

My brother's a total ass.
When I said "Sorry, Thanks, Bye" to those random strangers, my brother kept shouting
VULGARITIES into the phone.
He thinks he's smart or something?
DARN.
Nothing can express the irritation I have for him NOW.
#@&%!
That's not all.

After conducting Sharron Search Trial 1,
Dawnie and I were designing our BFF#1 tees.
Then my brother kept shooting toothpicks at our artworks and threatening to smudge it.
BAS.
He bloody smudged mine luh.
And this is pure torture on the fact that I can't spew all LLLs(Low-Life Languages) coz nobody is this world actually understands how much every single artwork of mine means to me.
Not even my mother.
Forget her luh. She's not even supposed to be in this post.
Anyway, the stain is there.
FOREVER.
FOREVER.
And he has the balls to laugh at me and not even give one bloody apology.
(Sorry to the adults who expected me to be more polite.)

My mom(why her again?) didn't even do anything.
She can't even appreciate art and my efforts luh.
Not like the Tee was for her, but now I wonder whether she actually sees my hand-drawn cards as gifts or effort.
OFFICIAL REBELLIOUS MOOD.

GREAT.
My mom gave birth to some wretched,
unfilial daughter who can't give a hoot about her mother's feelings
and posts whatever she wants to say bout her family on her blog.

This is so unfair.
I don't want to post anything.
I don't want to hit the 'backspace' button either.
I'm filled with ANGER and GUILT at the same time.
WHATEVER.
A new start in 14 days.
I'll be counting.

BACK to the Main subject::
Dawn and I had lotsa fun designing tees ALONE.
We were singing songs and designing at the same times.
I'm stuck on one of 'em::

Good thing she hasn't heard me off-key yet *grins*
(Caution:: Do NOT watch this video. Vanessa's hairstyle is shitty.)

ATTENTION!!!
Dawn's manga skills are ECSTACY!
Visual Artists BEWARE!!!!
Hahahaha :D

Me?
A plain designer.
Oh well.
Looking forward to Sharron Search Trial 2
and to completing our SHIRTS.

Song of the day:

♡V

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Ok, I've got a new habit.

After my every post, I'll put a song below to show my mood, or maybe just to show what I'm currently listening to now.

Cool, ok.

Anyway, gotta clarify some things first::

I do NOT HATE Mandy, Edna, Samuel, Ken, Jun Yang or Jason.


I just HATE Famous 5, get the difference?

Nevermind. Only those who are good in English get the meaning.

♡V