1. "Because deep down I know you'll never be enough"
2. You don't care about anyone but yourself
3. You don't listen
4. You have no empathy
5. You don't care about his feelings
6. You just want to do things your way
7. You are bad for him
8. His mom thinks so too
9. It's just fucking
10. You've slept with someone else
11. You didn't protect his feelings
12. You knew it would hurt him and still you did it
13. He's found someone else
14. It's best that you and him just see other people and find happiness elsewhere
15. He wishes he didn't screw up with Sabrina
16. He wishes he chose Sarah instead
17. Anyone but you really
18. Brune says he's a beautiful human being
19. Everyone else makes him love life
20. You make him want to end it
22. He regrets opening up to you
23. He brings out his worst because of you
24. You don't make him a better person
25. You only ever want to see him as a monster
26. You like demonising him
27. You can't sit still and be quiet
28. You always have to talk and move
29. You lied to him
30. You were honest with him when you could've lied
31. "I did love thee once."
32. He will always think of you with someone else
33. Your arrogance
32. He will always think of you with someone else
33. Your arrogance
34. Please don't speak to me ever again.
Why I can't go back to Ethan:
1. The look on his face when he's with Sarah
2. He blamed you when she left
3. He doesn't like you
4. Brune and him making love on the rooftop
5. Brune and him showering together
6. Every night
7. He prefers the other girls in his life
8. You bring out the worst in him
9. He's capable of finding happiness with someone else
10. He's capable of forming deep or deeper connections with someone else
11. He can be happy without you
12. He's happier without you
13. You'll learn to live without him
14. It's just fucking
15. He's found someone else
16. Found
17. You are enough
18. Brune and him in bed
19. http://thoughtcatalog.com/kelsey-hau/2014/10/why-i-hope-my-ex-was-a-once-in-a-lifetime-kind-of-love/
19. http://thoughtcatalog.com/kelsey-hau/2014/10/why-i-hope-my-ex-was-a-once-in-a-lifetime-kind-of-love/
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It's getting really hard
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I love you so much
I have a lot of love for you
Love. For you.
You.
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I guess I don't love you then.
And neither do you love me.
And neither do you love me.
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how do I sleep every night
fully knowing that as I'm in bed thinking of you
fully knowing that as I'm in bed thinking of you
you're thinking of someone else?
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At this part of my day, right before yours began, I would kiss you on the back of your neck
but I suppose that did not much good
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you're not referring to me, are you?
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back when I was 18 and new to tumblr
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Words, Wide Night by Carol Ann Duffy
Somewhere on the other side of this wide night
and the distance between us. I am thinking of you.
The room is turning slowly away from the moon.
This is pleasurable. Or shall I cross that out and say
it is sad? In one of the tenses I singing
an impossible song of desire that you cannot hear.
La lala la. See? I close my eyes and imagine
the dark hills I would have to cross
to reach you. For I am in love with you and this
is what it is like or what it is like in words.
Somewhere on the other side of this wide night
and the distance between us. I am thinking of you.
The room is turning slowly away from the moon.
This is pleasurable. Or shall I cross that out and say
it is sad? In one of the tenses I singing
an impossible song of desire that you cannot hear.
La lala la. See? I close my eyes and imagine
the dark hills I would have to cross
to reach you. For I am in love with you and this
is what it is like or what it is like in words.
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