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Saturday, February 23, 2013




♡V

Sunday, February 10, 2013

Guess at the end of the day I still don't trust him.


♡V

Friday, February 08, 2013

so I went to his house, waited for 20 minutes, plucked up the courage to knock on the door, entered the room, did it, left for work, and it's raining now, and my messages don't have a reply


♡V

Tuesday, February 05, 2013


  • 1. Are looks important in a relationship? yup
  • 2. Are relationships ever worth it? either you're a blessing or a lesson
  • 4. Are you in a relationship? yup
  • 5. Are you in love? maybe
  • 6. Are you single this year? potentially
  • 7. Can you commit to one person? sadly, yes
  • 8. Describe your crush not good enough
  • 9. Describe your perfect mate perfect
  • 10. Do you believe in love at first sight? maybe
  • 11. Do you ever want to get married? nope
  • 12. Do you forgive betrayal? nope, I just forget
  • 13. Do you get jealous easily? nope
  • 14. Do you have a crush on anyone? nope
  • 15. Do you have any piercings? two per year
  • 16. Do you have any tattoos? nope
  • 17. Do you like kissing in public? nope
  • 20. Do you shower every day? yes GOOD GOD
  • 21. Do you think someone has feelings for you? yup
  • 22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? nope
  • 23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? definitely
  • 24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? hahaha fuck no thanks
  • 25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year? not really
  • 26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? yup
  • 27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you? nope
  • 28. Have you ever been cheated on? yup
  • 29. Have you ever cheated on someone? never
  • 30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body? everything
  • 31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl? definitely
  • 32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love? uh, for the longest time yes
  • 33. Have you ever had sex with a man? uh yes
  • 34. Have you ever had sex with a woman? no
  • 35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? mhm
  • 36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends? nope
  • 37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? yup
  • 38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? definitely
  • 39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? maybe
  • 40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone? nope
  • 41. Have you had sex so far this year? yeah
  • 42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? who keeps track of these things
  • 43. How long was your longest relationship? 10 months
  • 44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had? 1
  • 45. How many people did you kiss in 2011? none
  • 46. How many times did you have sex last year? loads
  • 47. How old are you? 19
  • 48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? ok
  • 49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her? no fucking clue
  • 50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? yep
  • 51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for? was
  • 52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why? yup. They gave up first
  • 53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? everyone haha
  • 54. Is there someone you will never forget? mhm
  • 55. Share a relationship story. my boyfriend has feelings for his ex
  • 56. State 8 facts about your body hate x8
  • 57. Things you want to say to an ex no ex
  • 58. What are five ways to win your heart? honesty, persistence, sincerity, money, laughter
  • 59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!) fuck ugly
  • 60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners? 3
  • 61. What is the first thing you notice in someone? face
  • 62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you? no clue don't think about it
  • 63. What is your definition of “having sex”? penetration
  • 64. What is your definition of cheating? when your heart is not with the person you're in a relationship with
  • 65. What is your favourite foreplay routine? wtf
  • 66. What is your favourite roleplay? huh?
  • 67. What is your idea of the perfect date? perfect
  • 68. What is your sexual orientation? pomo/ pan
  • 69. What turns you off? smell
  • 70. What turns you on? breathing?
  • 71. What was your kinkiest wet dream? WHAT?
  • 72. What words do you like to hear during sex? idk?
  • 73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you? stay?
  • 74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for? looks and money duh
  • 75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you? no clue
  • 76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone? loads
  • 77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships? if he's rich, don't decline
  • 78. What’s your dirtiest secret? secret.
  • 79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why? someone is more loved than I am
  • 80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? just
  • 81. Who are five people you find attractive? too jealous to say
  • 82. Who is the last person you hugged? my boyfriend
  • 83. Who was your first kiss with? my cousin
  • 84. Why did your last relationship fail? he cheated
  • 85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet? never


♡V


EVERYBODY HATES ME KTHXBAI


♡V

Monday, February 04, 2013


  • 1: Do you have a crush at the moment? Nope
  • 2: Have you ever been deeply in love? I think so?
  • 3: Longest relationship you've ever been in? I've been with my mom before I was born, so... but today marks ten months with my boyfriend
  • 4: Have you ever changed for someone? We always do, whether we know it or not.
  • 5: How is your relationship with your ex? don't have one
  • 6: Have you ever been cheated on? probably. I've felt cheated if that counts?
  • 7: Have you ever cheated? I don't.
  • 8: Would you date someone who's well known for cheating? depends on the kind of relationship I want.
  • 9: What's the most important part of a relationship? honesty
  • 10: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings? I honestly don't know but I think I'd handle both pretty well
  • 11: When you are dating someone do you believe in going on "breaks"? NEVER. You're either in or out, don't be a pussy about it.
  • 12: How many people have you ever hooked up with? 0
  • 13: What's one thing you regret saying/doing in a previous relationship? Not fighting for it
  • 14: What age do you think is appropriate for kids to start having sex? Sixteen.
  • 15: Do you believe in the phrase "age is just a number"? I think so. It's more of chemistry than age anyway.
  • 16: Do you believe in "love at first sight"? with objects, yes. 
  • 17: Do you believe it's possible to fall in love on the internet? no.
  • 18: What do you consider a deal breaker? when someone doesn't want to fight for the relationship anymore.
  • 19: How do you know it's time to end a relationship? it depends on the situation. I'd rather fight it to the death, honestly.
  • 20: Are you currently in a relationship? mhm
  • 21: Do you think people who have dated can stay friends? depends on how serious their relationship was and how their love has developed I guess
  • 22: Do you think people should date their friends? none of my business, but I wouldn't.
  • 23: How many relationships have you had? 1
  • 24: Do you think love can last forever? yeah. It just changes in form.
  • 25: Do you believe love can conquer all things? Well, it makes things more bearable.
  • 26: Would you break up with someone your parents didn't approve of? nope
  • 27: If you could go back in time and give yourself one piece of advice about dating what would it be? Don't ever feel pressured by anybody; listen to yourself.
  • 28: Do you think long distance relationships can work? strong relationships work; how about that?
  • 29: What do you notice first about another person? face
  • 30: Are you straight, bi, gay or pansexual? pomo/ pan/ whatever
  • 31: Would it bother you if your partner suffered from any mental illness? it would hurt me yes, because I want him to be the best that he can be, but I'd stick it out.
  • 32: Have you ever been in an abusive relationship? with myself, yes
  • 33: Do you want to get married one day? only to a rich old dying man
  • 34: What do you think about getting your partner's name tattooed? I wouldn't but it's really up to the person
  • 35: Could you be in a relationship without sex? definitely
  • 36: Are you still a virgin? nope
  • 37: What's more important: Looks or personality? personality
  • 38: Do you enjoy love films? depends on the mood
  • 39: Have you ever given anyone/received roses? yup
  • 40: Have you ever had a valentine? nope not really
  • 41: What's your imagination of a "perfect date"? I don't think these things
  • 42: Have you ever read "Romeo & Juliet"? psht duh
  • 43: What's more important: Your partner or your friends? anyone who won't leave
  • 44: Would you consider yourself "romantic"? no
  • 45: Could you imagine to date one of your current friends? I suppose?
  • 46: Have you ever been "friendzoned"? hahahahaha no
  • 47: Which "famous couple" is your favorite? so many. NPH and his partner, Stone and Garfield, Marshall & Lily... list goes on
  • 48: What's your favorite love song? too many
  • 49: Have you ever broken someone's heart? I guess?
  • 50: If you're single, why do you think you are? Because I'm ugly as fuck honestly
  • 51: Would you rather date someone who's rich but a douchebag or someone who's poor but a nice guy? depends, really
  • 52: Are you good at giving other people advices regarding dating/ relationships? yeah pretty damn good ironically
  • 53: Are you jealous of couples when you're single? nope
  • 54: How important is it to make a relationship official (p.e. on facebook)? dgaf
  • 55: Would you consider yourself "clingy", "overly attached" or "jealous"? just phenomenally fucked up
  • 56: Have you ever "destroyed" a relationship? yeah :x
  • 57: Do you think it's silly to consider suicide because of a broken heart? I don't think people die of broken hearts. Their whole soul crumbles. But I'd say that suicide is never the answer no matter what.
  • 58: Are you the "dominant" or the "submissive" part in a relationship? we're very equal
  • 59: Have you ever forgotten important dates like your partner's birthday or your anniversary? nope.
  • 60: What's your opinion on open relationships? I'm fine with being in one if that's what you're asking
  • 61: Who's more important: Your partner or your family? anyone who won't leave.
  • 62: How do you define "cheating"? when your heart is not with the person you're in a relationship with
  • 63: Is watching porn while being in a relationship inappropriate? I will bite my tongue about this.
  • 64: Do you think Valentine's Day is overrated? YES DON'T GET ME STARTED
  • 65: Would you consider yourself a "cuddler"? definitely.


♡V