this sucks.
I'm pretty sure she doesn't wanna be my best friend anymore.
like she didn't make it official,
but she demoted me in her mind and replaced me with sam
and don't get me wrong
I don't hate sam at all
she's great
but if don doesn't want me as her best friend she should really just tell me
it's gonna be hard for her to do that,
but I kinda have the feeling that I wouldn't really mind much
I wouldn't have a best friend anymore after that
but a part of my would feel really free and relieved after that
and shitty at the same time
but it's more positive than negative.
she shares everything with sam and not with me
yup, i'm immature, but everyone thinks that way I know it.
and i'm her best friend, it's really unfair
well
we're really different
I have a feeling she REALLY WANTS ATTENTION
like she's using reverse psychology to get attention.
I'm pretty sure I see through her.
maybe she's only using me
but whatever the case
I think she's desperate
but hey, what can I do, she's my best friend.
and I hate that we're not close.