my face is caked full of dirt.
argh so disgusted.
my neck looks horrible.
and sheeeet I keep forgetting to settle my Macbook priorities.
argargjangngalna me bad D;
so much stuff on my to-do list which I haven't sorted out yet D;
should I get a job as a barista?
because I really wanna earn some cash during the holidays /:
NEWTWITTER IS FUN :D
GOD PLEASE GIVE ME THIS LIBRARY IN MY HOUSE.
either that or a million bucks, tyilyvm (:
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argh so disgusted.
my neck looks horrible.
and sheeeet I keep forgetting to settle my Macbook priorities.
argargjangngalna me bad D;
so much stuff on my to-do list which I haven't sorted out yet D;
should I get a job as a barista?
because I really wanna earn some cash during the holidays /:
NEWTWITTER IS FUN :D
GOD PLEASE GIVE ME THIS LIBRARY IN MY HOUSE.
either that or a million bucks, tyilyvm (:
♡V
my brother gave me Mr. Greedy!!!!
yay me loves me brother :D
my sister stole it from me and now I can't find it though D;
me no loves me sister hmph
hope tomorrow goes fine
I can't sing high how the hell did I end up soprano.
and boohoo I'm forever alone, nobody's adding me on my new email address
even though I added EVERYONE.
psht, no friends D;
and fyeah I have the complete seasons of GG 2 &3 and Glee on my macbook,
and half a season of HIMYM 4 &5 and GG 1 xD
and loads of movies.
wow, great prioritising Vick.
25 GB dedicated to entertainment and IB folders.
how do I survive.
hmmmm
I have a Christmas wish list ready
but what's the point of getting me something I want but is not EXACTLY what I want?
and I really really really want want want my MONSTER CASE D;
nanta on saturday
buds on sunday
school on monday D;
kill joy.
I rant too much.
gonna try puking now.
JUST KIDDING :D
MLIA of the Day::
Today, I saw a police car get pulled over by another police car. MLIA
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yay me loves me brother :D
my sister stole it from me and now I can't find it though D;
me no loves me sister hmph
hope tomorrow goes fine
I can't sing high how the hell did I end up soprano.
and boohoo I'm forever alone, nobody's adding me on my new email address
even though I added EVERYONE.
psht, no friends D;
and fyeah I have the complete seasons of GG 2 &3 and Glee on my macbook,
and half a season of HIMYM 4 &5 and GG 1 xD
and loads of movies.
wow, great prioritising Vick.
25 GB dedicated to entertainment and IB folders.
how do I survive.
hmmmm
I have a Christmas wish list ready
but what's the point of getting me something I want but is not EXACTLY what I want?
and I really really really want want want my MONSTER CASE D;
nanta on saturday
buds on sunday
school on monday D;
kill joy.
I rant too much.
gonna try puking now.
JUST KIDDING :D
MLIA of the Day::
Today, I saw a police car get pulled over by another police car. MLIA
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anyways
just this morning I was feeling quite happy in general.
like yeah, I'm happy now, life's good for now, I'm pretty lucky.
and then somehow along that line my mood just changes?!
like sheeet (complains about physique) sheeeeeet (complains about school) and then SHEEEEETTT!!!!! (complains about everything else)
does anyone go through this?
please tell me, because it's not PMS and if you guys do NOT have this thing as well
that means I need to see a psychiatrist.
REALLY.
well gonna go off now.
I love you guys, but I sure as hell don't wanna go to school tomorrow D;
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I'm so glad I never believed you for a second.
and I'm so sick of waiting for someone to actually help me do something about my disability.
and why can't we get money as Christmas presents?
I'd rather be given the money to buy something I like than to be given something I don't even like in the first place.
everyone knows how picky and anal I can get about my stuff.
just saying. you know what, next lunar new year I'm gonna keep about 30% of my money to buy the things I ACTUALLY NEED AND LIKE and I'll think of something for Christmas.
I want to scream at every single person who's been feeding me lies.
I hope tomorrow's better than toNIGHT, because toNIGHT SUCKS BALLS.
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whoo my brother finally got facebook, but haha so pathetic xD
yup, that's my brother for you xD
and spent my Saturday at MBS doing theatre instead of having fun.
KING SUITE BABAYE.
this is only HALF the crib:
permission given to die of jealousy.
me wants to lives here.
anyway theatre, totally sucks.
bless me.
okay now just trying to figure out how I can
go to church
meet up with Dawn
watch Nanta with my godmother
on 2 October
without having to sacrifice either
because,
believe it or not, religious, loyal, filial me wants to do all three
YES I DO PUNK.
so how how how.
wha.
anyways I love being stagnant once in a while.
uh, gotta continue on theatre now,
I present in 16 hours.
BLESS MEEEEEE
MLIA of the Day::
Today, I got a fortune cookie. It said "About time I got out of that cookie." MLIA
argh I can't find a proper thinspiration to motivate me on my desktop. waaaaah D;
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I GOT HURT FEELINGS I GOT HURT FEELINGS.
hahahahaha funny song go check it out :D :D :D
yeah Kirts you awesome :D
eh what, no mood to do theatre now.
sheeeeeet.oh & Selamat Hari Raya
Crystle, if you're reading this, SELAMAT HARI RAYA! :D
I'm AWESOME!!!!
love that song as well hahahahahahahaha
meh, really should do theatre.
okay here's something entertaining:
There is a minimum number of people needed to classify a disturbance as a “riot.” It has to be at least 3 people.
HAHAHAHA ME, ZACK AND MANDURHXXXX.
AND SHUT UP ABOUT JGL already,
I love that guy but he's honestly getting overrated.
love ya (:
oh oh and today's study session was great :D
someone was in a baaaaad mood
but uh, I enjoyed myself (:
♡V
hahahahaha funny song go check it out :D :D :D
yeah Kirts you awesome :D
eh what, no mood to do theatre now.
sheeeeeet.oh & Selamat Hari Raya
Crystle, if you're reading this, SELAMAT HARI RAYA! :D
I'm AWESOME!!!!
love that song as well hahahahahahahaha
meh, really should do theatre.
okay here's something entertaining:
There is a minimum number of people needed to classify a disturbance as a “riot.” It has to be at least 3 people.
HAHAHAHA ME, ZACK AND MANDURHXXXX.
AND SHUT UP ABOUT JGL already,
I love that guy but he's honestly getting overrated.
love ya (:
oh oh and today's study session was great :D
someone was in a baaaaad mood
but uh, I enjoyed myself (:
♡V
I'm going nuts.
I've been asking my giraffe for fashion advice and what to wear tomorrow
because it has all-knowing something. Wisdom? something. haha
Look at how adorable it is :::
:D
going crazy now
it's hard to feel good in your skin and clothes when you're having an extremely fat day and going out with a bunch of bitches who are supposed to be your friends y'know.
I still don't know why I feel inferior in front of them even though I know I have so much more than them besides cellulite.
I have tons of clothes I admit but none of them can hide the UADD and forever expanding pigeon chest. thighs, I've given up. it's the torso I'm pissed about.
and I'm so desperate I have to consult my giraffe.
in my dad's glasses.
LORD help me.
anyone noticed that my blogger is having trouble with colour? D:
no, because no one reads this thing. hahahaforeveralonehahaha
I actually think I wouldn't be having this fashion crisis if we lived in a temperate climate.
♡V
I've been asking my giraffe for fashion advice and what to wear tomorrow
because it has all-knowing something. Wisdom? something. haha
Look at how adorable it is :::
:D
going crazy now
it's hard to feel good in your skin and clothes when you're having an extremely fat day and going out with a bunch of bitches who are supposed to be your friends y'know.
I still don't know why I feel inferior in front of them even though I know I have so much more than them besides cellulite.
I have tons of clothes I admit but none of them can hide the UADD and forever expanding pigeon chest. thighs, I've given up. it's the torso I'm pissed about.
and I'm so desperate I have to consult my giraffe.
in my dad's glasses.
LORD help me.
anyone noticed that my blogger is having trouble with colour? D:
no, because no one reads this thing. hahahaforeveralonehahaha
I actually think I wouldn't be having this fashion crisis if we lived in a temperate climate.
♡V
LOVE MY ICONS!!!
SHOULD I KEEP IT?
SHOULD I KEEP IT?
/:
<3<3<3<3<3<3♡V
ahhhh love my Giraffe :D
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the last thing I wanna do now is study because I don't see the point in trying when no one's gonna give you the chance to succeed in the first place
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theatre finals are killing me.
I missed the briefing session because of MP and now I have a high chance of screwing it up
I don't even get what Mac is saying in the question paper
and I really don't know which teacher to trust anymore.
Last year Tobin said I was treating Theatre too much like an academic subject and I got penalised for it
so I toned it down and presented my work to him, and he said it was much better
and I do the same this year and Mac says I'm not treating Theatre like a subject
and I should approach it from an academic point of view
and hell I'm sucking at everything.
theatre is NOT a subject, I feel like we're bastardising it.
I don't even dare clarify anything with the teachers anymore
because I get scolded for "not listening" and really,
I shouldn't even be chided for not focusing in class when I give as much focus, if not more than, as everyone else.
GMH of the Day::
Last night, I was about to kill myself. I had the razor in my hand, and I had put it to my wrist and began to cut. Then my sister ran out, and thought I had hurt myself on accident. She got me a bandage and told me to be more careful, because she didn't want me to die. She's four. She will never know, but she saved my life. She GMH.
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Doesn't mean it's your birthday it means we can't punch you.
she turned around and told me not to text in class when I was using my phone to take notes
puh-leeze, she was exchanging messages with the girl beside her throughout class.
get your priorities right
my eye hurts now.
nervous for ARC now because I keep having the self-doubt that I won't do well.
I'm pretty annoyed because I have a feeling it's the school, the teachers and the people around me who have been driving it into my head that I can't do it or that I'm not good enough or that I'm stupid or that I suck and I think it's affecting me more than I think it is.
and I really could do without it now, because if there's anything that can push me through the next couple of years it's load of encouragement and help, not a ton of insults.
hey, NOT A TON!!!! same thing backwards :D
don't worry I'm not getting worked up I think my PMS is round the corner.
and she's being quite annoying today but it's okay not many people like her anyway.
tripped over nabil's foot?
who the hell does that?
MLIA of the Day::
Today, I took a physics test. I finished early and started drawing a stick figure war. I was only able to complete half of it by the time everyone finished. When I got my test back, my teacher finished the drawing and gave me 3 extra credit points, turning my B into an A. MLIA.
gonna take a bath (yeah so late and gross right but I'm irresponsible and disgusting and unhygienic that's why) and start on IHSS note copying.
yeahhhhhhhhh I'm diligent all right!!!!
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