Saturday, December 19, 2009

"it's the greatest time of year
filled with cheer
come me celebrate it
with everybody here
friends so dear"
I CAN'T WAIT FOR TUESDAY!!!!!
yes, that's when my holiday officially starts :D
yup, loserish me only has a week of holiday.
my eyebags are large enough to put groceries in D:
ohkay, no more complaining.
it's supposed to be an awesome festival
IT'S CHRISTMAS
IT'S CHRISTMAS
IT'S FINALLY CHRISTMASSSSSSSS~~~~
:D
~~~~
:D
hahahahahaha
can't wait can't wait!!!
actually I don't really care,
but ANYTHING for my dad's roasted turkey
totally pwns the uncle down the streeet ^^
anyways,
"Today, I was on Mystery Google and I typed in Miley Cyrus. It told me not to trust a hoe. Good advice. MLIA."
lovessss!
(btw, MLIA is replacing Song of the Day.)
hahaha, will talk about my giraffe soon ;D
♡V
Thursday, December 17, 2009

wootootoo
I sing like a goat
so they cut me out xD
mehhhhhhhhh (hahahahahaha)
ooh, a faun is half human half goat
and james mcavoy is hot,cute nothing compared to
ASHER BOOK!!!!!
yay you still my kind of numerico uno!!!!

hahahaha
okay kinda high
should be waking up early tomorrow
but ah screw it.
fat ol' me is gonna waste my life away
on GG,
the awesomest tv show of 2009
and me with no life will end up talking about my giraffe soon xD
anyways,
I think being famous is gonna suck,
since you'll have no friends.
meh.
Song of the Day::
Now playing: Kelly Clarkson - All I Ever Wanted
I think I'll hafta get rid of Song of the Day D:
&& Miley Cyrus is FAT.
hmph. so there.
♡V
Monday, December 14, 2009

"I am stuck
in LA
through the week
and can't get away"
yesterday and today are really bad days of December '09
and I doubt it's about to get better.
D:
ah wells.
can't wait for CHRISTMASSSSS!!!! :D
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I LNG x.x
&& oh,
go check this out
(best viewed in IE)
I wanted to show it to my sister but decided to post it here instead (:
anyways, just remembered that
I can't stand it when someone else takes credit for what I did
and this is totally keeping my from opening up
because I know whatever I have will be taken away from me
and until you learn how to give credit to those who deserve it,
be assured that what I have is a facade
and let's just say I'm really good at facades.
MLIA rules
and oh,
I lost something again. WTF
#1: a white shirt.
WHO THE BUCK LOSES A WHITE SHIRT
ON A RANDOM DAY
IN FORUM?!?!?!
#2: the earphone suction thingy
just from walking from the escalator to the jap store
I lose that stupid rubber thingamajig,
which means NO MUSIC.
WTBF.
W.T.B.F.

ADMIT IT.
HE IS CUTE.
and 19 years old D:
OMG, THOMAS SANGSTER RULES.
I am sick and tired of being such an idiot.
the next time I lose something, I skip a meal.
after that, I skip 2 meals
and so on and so forth.
let's see how long before I STARVE TO DEATH.
stupid me.
I wanna watch GG now
and read MLIA
but I gotta wake up in 9 hours :/
ah heck, MLIA it is.
then GG (:
Song of the Day::
apparently imeem now belongs to myspace
which means embedding isn't possible
and I can't find a proper website so WTF,
FUCK YOU -- LILY ALLEN.
to the idiots who underestimate my worth more than I do
♡V
Saturday, December 12, 2009
NEmation OVER!
FINALLY.
Phew!
Go join our fanpage please! :D
Quite sad, only 2 weeks of Hols left, and 1 will be spent at Forum.
Meh.
Anyway,
I awesomely introduced MLIA & FML to C.H.E.F. & Hazel,
and thanks to Hazel & I, Fang and Crystle are hooked on Lily Allen's wonderful F*** YOU song!!!!
hahahahahaha
Anyways, this if for you Kirti!!!
"Today, I saw a rather large black dog prowling down my street. Curious, and slightly scared, I decided to check if it had a collar in case it was lost. When I rounded the corner, the dog was nowhere to be found, and instead I observed a tall man with flowing black hair walking in the other direction. I'm on to you, Sirius. MLIA"
and this is for you, Crystle!!!!
*evil laugh*
"Today, some girls in my lunch period were bragging very loudly about how they got great seats to a Taylor Swift concert. Just when they got to talking about how much they cost, a very quiet girl pushed one of them aside and said "Imma let you finish, but Beyonce had one of the best concerts of all time!" then ran away. Hello soulmate. MLIA"
this is for FANGS!!!!
"Today as i was walking back from my friends house, i realized i could see my breath. I spent the whole 5 minute walk pretending i was a dragon, when my boyfriend asked what i was doing. As i began telling him, a weird expression fell over his face. He then shouted, "YOU DO THAT, TOO?" I had a feeling that i chose the right guy. "
and for Erica!!!!
"On Sunday, I was bored sitting in church. I took off my shoes and started making tapping noises on the linoliem floor. I looked down partway through the service, and noticed that my left sock had a palm tree on an island, and my right sock had sharks on them. I proceeded to pull a pen out of my purse and draw a person on the island and reenact jaws with my feet. The best part? The elderly man next to me helped out by making the sound effects. MLIA"
LOL!!!!!
"Yesterday my friend and I were reading the kids' magazine, Highlights. The question was "Name something that would fit in a closet but would not fit in a drawer." The first thing out of my mouth: Narnia."
"Today I went to see New Moon with a date. When we got out of the theater my date saw one of her friends and she introduced me. Her friend asked if I had a title (like boyfriend, friend, etc) and not knowing what she meant at the time, I promptly stuck my hand out and introduced myself as Sir Justin. MLIA"
"Yesterday, I was walking down the hallway at my school after the final bell rang. I decided that I would shout out something completely random to see what would happen. So, I yelled, to nobody in particular, "HEY YOU, WITH THE THONG!" Almost all of the girls in the hallway turned around. MLIA"
"I was in English class, listening to a conversation about twilight going on behind me. Most of the words comming out of the girls mouth were "Robber Pattinson", "Hot", and "Vampire". From this point, they went on to complain about all the people who liked Harry Potter better than Twilight. I thought I was getting annoyed, when my teacher threw her chalk to the ground and walked over to the girls behind me."I guess your not aware, but Robert Pattinson was a wizard way before he was a vampire, and he was so much hotter then." On the way back to the front she recieve 3 highfives, and a hug. MLIA.
hahahaha I'm supposed to be sleeping now, performance in EXACTLY 12 hours!!!! OO
Anyways,
I'm just gonna keep reading MLIA until I wanna die
then post about my giraffe some other time :D
See ya soon pals! (:
♡V
Monday, December 07, 2009
yay.
back for the last leg of NEmation.
at 9 in the morning.
and Fang's the only one with me .____.
plocking.
bleahs, we're behind schedule.
anyways this is an informal post
just to be random
I was out of tune last night D8
and I slept at 4 because I took a bath at 11+
and wasted my time watching GG OO
the giraffe's with me now, :D
strawberries~
haven't eaten them in forever
I want blueberry morning :/
okay work starts now ..
xoxo
♡V
Sunday, December 06, 2009
.the 7 DEADLY SINS.
#1. Gluttony
is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.

Surprise, surprise.
I'm a pig. And I know I can control it but I don't.
It's always the "one time won't hurt" excuse that makes me so... sickening.
And that's probably the cause and caused by my other sins, which makes it one vicious cycle D:
If not for gluttony, I'm very sure my life would be twice as brilliant as it is now.
Which is not much, but a lot better I guess.
#2. Greed
is the desire for material wealth or gain. It is also called Avarice or Covetousness.

What else.
Nothing drives the real world but money.
And I've always wanted to be rich and famous and pretty and everything material.
This sin haunts me the most, though it only came around recently.
you can ask me about it, since it's a pretty long and twisted history
I don't think it's really really bad though, since I don't cheat or steal to get what I want, no stripping or whatever, and I'm not a scrooge or very miserly, I'm just really cautious about spending because I know I have the potential to be a total shopaholic.
And I don't think greed is what I have, it's more of security through material possessions. But this is still ranked second because of how large a role it plays in every single thing I do, literally.
#3. Pride
is excessive belief in one's own abilities and has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.
.
I don't think pride is the root of all my other sins.
It's this whole big idea by itself which affects me separately from the others.
I'm a Leo, the proudest of the lot.
And I don't know why I'm proud, I have nothing to feel proud of.
Fortunate, maybe, but proud? Neh.
Maybe it's a defense mechanism I depend on to diguise whatever vulnerabilities I might have, but it's not very critical in the sense that
in theatre we have to let go of ourselves and "be".
#4. Anger
is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.

Anger is bigger than Sloth and Envy because it is the root of both.
When I'm angry, I refuse to work, I become lazy, I start to eat (yes, very disgusting) and the fact that I've become like this makes me envy others more.
The worse part of my Anger is that I don't lock it in and make it disappear. It grows and it grows and I lash out all of a sudden, which makes it a lot scarier.
And then I get violent, which makes me a larger fool than I already am.
#5. Sloth
is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work.

This is actually a huge part of me, but I put it fifth since the others affect me more.
Sloth has ruined me since birth, my lack of effort in anything from education to health has made me an almost failure, and I'm sure if I had just put in a little bit more, I'd have travelled a farther distance.
Also I've been spiritually lazy. I don't pray, say grace, read the bible- in other words, I'm nowhere near faithful. And I'm blaming it on almost everything else but me.
#6. Envy
is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.

Like most people hear me say, I'd rather be anywhere but here, or anyone but me.
Sometimes I think the reason why I like green is not because of its fresh element, but because of its jealous tinge.
There's always something about everyone I'm hugely jealous of, and most of the time I don't realise it until much later. Thank God the envy works for me positively most of the time; while I usually get really moody because everyone has something I don't, this also pushes me to get what I want. And I don't hate people because of this, which is good, if not I'd hate the world, literally.
#7. Lust
is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.

Naturally, this is the last, since well, I'm still immature and think it's gross.
But my dad allows me to watch rated stuff like BORAT and shiz so I'm not innocent OO
Oh, and just to say something controversial: I kissed a girl and I liked it ;}
Song of the Day::
random thoughts--
`I think I'll write a short play.
`Shall go to the library tomorrow.
`Imma start piano again.
`Imma start going to church again.
`I miss Goodman.
`I miss ZZZ.
`I wish I had a printer.
`I hope my dad knows that the reason why I offer him food is because I want him to have it, not because I don't want it and I'm treating him as a dustbin.
`Why can't I just puke? (no, it's not bulimia, it's colic.)
`If Erica, Fang or Crystle reads this before 11 Dec, stop taking breaks and please get back to work, we are behind schedule.
`Oh yeah, thanks for joining NEmation fanpage guys (:
`I still don't have a life
`I rather have no sweet 16 than screw it up.
`my wardrobe's a mess
`I'm feeling VERY CHEATED.
`did you know I can do a cartwheel? I just happen to suck at it!
`I haven't checked my mail in forever
`Sorry Hil, Latimer and Deb
`Gonna tell you guys about my Giraffe soon!!!! :D
loves,
♡V