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Sunday, February 28, 2010


why the hell is Fuego Fuego stuck in my head?
I don't even like that song!!!
but the more it replays the more it's annoying the crap outta me!!!

worse still there's another song in my head
which sounds really great
(I bet more people will like this song than stupid Fuego.)
can't stand fake ethnic songs like Fuego Fuego and Jai Ho and what other dumb crap.
but I actually like Her Hairagami Set so maybe not all fake ethnic songs are bad. Okay maybe Cheetah Girls have Latin/ Spanish descent. Whatever. Don't like it.
Like Jai Ho, WHAT THE HELL?! I'm pretty sure Indians don't wiggle their freaking asses in Saris that don't even cover them!
Get a life, Scherzinger.
awwwh shit you have one already. dang it.



MLIA of the Day::
Today, my Government teacher lost her voice, so she whispered her lecture to us. We decided to whisper back to her if we had a question or comment. When someone came in tardy and started talking in a normal tone of voice, we all stared at her. She asked what was wrong, and the teacher said "Why are you yelling?" The student actually believed she was yelling, and didn't speak for the rest of class. MLIA

FML of the Day::
Today, at my volleyball tournament I was extremely pumped to start playing so I went to take my sweats off and everybody began to stare at me then I looked down to come to realize I had no spandex on, just a thong. FML


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Monday, February 22, 2010

and this confirms my ultimate loserdom.
I'm fat, ugly, short, stupid, alone,
and missing out on every goddamn thing because my teacher
thinks he knows my potential and therefore chooses
whether I get to go far in life or not.
oh, and did I mention my bestfriend doesn't tell me things
and publishes them in facebook first for attention?
FML


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and this confirms my ultimate loserdom.
I'm fat, ugly, short, stupid, alone,
and missing out on every goddamn thing because my teacher
thinks he knows my potential and therefore chooses
whether I get to go far in life or not.
oh, and did I mention my bestfriend doesn't tell me things
and publishes them in facebook first for attention?
FML


♡V

Sunday, February 21, 2010




bad day. bad day.
I hate Sundays now.

MLIA of the Day::
Today, I had a shrink appointment and I hadn't seen her in about two weeks. She told me I looked prettier, that I had a healthy glow around me, and then proceeded to ask me whether I was in love or pregnant. I told her I'd started watching Glee. That explained it. MLIA

FML of the Day::
Today, I realized that the only things I gained from my masters programs are more debt and the knowledge that you can use a semicolon in a list. FML


♡V

Friday, February 19, 2010

missy vicky____:
misses seeing braces on everyone
misses reading until her dad wakes up
misses the people she thought she knew
misses the days she spent just sketching
misses LADC at carpenter street
misses her flawless complexion
misses studying only 4 subjects
misses doing somersaults into the pool
misses playing the piano for an hour
misses rolling out in the dirt
misses her blue skirt and yellow tag
misses taking walks alone just because
misses having five colours in her hair
misses saying "I don't friend you anymore"
misses being smart because she is
misses model-drawing
misses studying beside the grand canyon
misses adventure

maybe it really is me,
or they just aren't seeing what I see.
I still think they're beautiful.
and I'm sorry I'm the only one who agrees with me.

this isn't meant to be emotional,
it's just highly censored
for once.

PEAKS profiling:
either I don't know who I am
or I'm the best liar in the world.
either way I'm happy it's this way,
because sooner or later whatever happens will surprise someone.

I'm sorry I'm not devout
and I'm sorry I'm not trying hard enough
but I know You understand
and whatever happens You'll see me through
whatever I or anyone say, think or feel.











♡V

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

I still don't know who you are.
worse:
I still don't know who I am.

MLIA of the Day::
Today, me and my friend were looking at my family photos and one of them was of my two twin cousins. She then proceeded to tell me those were her cousins and not mine. It turns out me and my best friend are cousins. MLIA.

FML of the Day::
Today, I was skiing in Vermont for the third day straight. Since I was getting very little sleep, on the top of the chairlift I let out a huge yawn, pulling a muscle in my face. As I slid down the ramp, everyone saw me thrashing my head around and making funny, painful faces as I fell down. FML



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Saturday, February 13, 2010


ILY♥
Dear McQueen,
one of my dreams was to walk down the runway wearing your design.
I'm sorry I can never do that, and
I'm sorry you had to go.
Your masterpieces were so much more than a fashion revolution.
You will forever be loved, missed, and cherished.
Rest in Peace.
xoxo
Vicky


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Thursday, February 11, 2010


Today is just...
I can't type it out, I have to say it.

But bottom line:
We're first runner-up,
almost (and literally) ALMOST everyone was rooting for us,
I happen to be kind of contented despite not going to USA,
I'm pissed off with the absence of a printer,
paying 400 bucks for movie tickets are so not worth it,
I haven't felt so loved in such a long time,
I'm gonna miss this a lot.
It's indescribeable.

LIT ESSAY
THEATRE SCRIPT
director's vision
r&j lines
math ws
theatre reflection
theatre presentation
happy cny, there goes my rest.


I can't stand CNY shopping.
I miss my old self already, and I'm talking about the person I was before NEmation ended.
I'm not depressed, it's the insulin kicking in after the results.
big time.
oooh, I've got a selphy & legria (:
[no, they are NOT pokemon]

I'll tell you about my giraffe one day.
oh, & link Kirts on my blog
sorry kirts :/

Dawn fake Doc Marts don't look as nice as real ones :/

okay you know what
I have a feeling I'm gonna feel really sad about being second in a while.
the contentment I feel now is from having everything over
but there's this looming aura or something
it sucks.
and cny isn't gonna make things better.

"I wish you hated eating"

MLIA of the Day::
Today, I found out that instead of playing with Barbies when I was little, I used to throw a Pokeball at people and yell "I CATCH YOU!" I was a cool little kid. MLIA
or
Today, a student DJ came over our campus radio station and began by saying "Greetings, everyone. I have successfully hacked into the campus security camera system, and I spy with my little eye..." A camppus-wide game of "I Spy" ensued. MLIA.

FML of the Day::
Today, I found out my Mom is in Florida. How did I find out? It was her facebook status. When I wrote on her wall to ask her about it, she immediately deleted my post. So I posted again. Delete. And again. Delete. FML


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Sunday, February 07, 2010


Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows?
Only Time
And who can say if your love grows,
As your heart chose?
Only Time


okay this officially makes me a freak, but I LOVE ENYA'S SONGS.
Especially Only Time
it just reminds me of winter or sleep or peace
and her voice is really angelic I love it (:
Listen to her other songs
it really soothes your mind
(which is really credible coming from me since I have year-round PMS)
and some songs remind you of AVATAR, the awesomest CGI movie ever made \nn/











yeah go check her songs out
(her face doesn't suit her voice)

anyways you guys know I'm a freak right

well I'm just really sick of thrashy pop music
and decided to break away from indie and mainstream
and take on something spiritual, ritualistic
(NOT GOSPELS. I REPEAT, NOT GOSPELS, DON MOEN CAN'T SING, SO THERE)
and I started listening more to Gregorian chants
(okay, I listened to those before but it was for theatre)
mainly ENIGMA actually go check 'em out
then I remembered that instead of bass and electronics
there are also angelic voices
and started with Enya and ended... with Enya.

haha :D

but yeah, call me dumb or retarded or whatever
(YES KIRTI I'M REFERRING TO YOU)
Enya and Enigma rule.
screw selena gomez!!!!

laugh your pants off people, I'm going for holy communion in 8 hours.
yes, I'm still a Christian no matter what I say
and yes, no matter how weird I think the pastors are
I'm doing this for spiritual redemption.

(and Santa please give me more presents this year, thanks :))


PS I think my sister thinks I'm nuts for listening to spiritual music.
She's atheist.
hahahahaha, weird family.

MLIA of the Day::
Last night at dinner, my daughter was making a funny face in which my wife proceeded to tell her she looked like a horse. My daughter then spent the remainder of dinner making horse noises, all inclusive with galloping around the kitchen while clearing the table. My daughter is 20. MLIA.

FML of the Day::
Today, I made a friend on an online chat. We got along fairly well and even traded Facebook accounts. I found out that the two of us had a lot of very surprising things in common. We were the same age, we were from the same school, and we even had the same boyfriend. FML


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Saturday, February 06, 2010



just returned (not long ago) from Ruby's surprise party
and it was great ;D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUBY!!!!
(I forgot to take a picture of the present D: It's really pretty!)

anyways Saher came with a hamster today OO
and everyone was talking about it (the hamster, not Saher)
and when I passed the present to Ruby she thought it was a dead hamter
so I said "yeah it totally is, love from Saher"
and the 5 of us there just balled over :D

pwn.

anyways,
just wanna say,
you mess with my friends, you mess with me.
I can win you in a bitch fight anytime, ask my mom.
My dad won't agree, but he gives me my allowance, so yeah.

meh, kinda weird year so far
my feelings towards certain people have changed (for the worse)
like people who think I'm stupid and call me stupid
and dumb and don't give me a chance
well, break it off, we're in the same class, so it's an insult to you too.
even if we're not in the same class, that just means you're not as smart as me,
so watch it.
I can win you in a bitch fight anytime.

and to add to the insult,
I acknowledge my lack of intelligence.
and you can't say it, only I can.
or I'll insult your dad's offspring.

lalalalala pms :/

AIRPORT TOMORROW!!!!! WHEEEEEE~~~~~ :D
ooh, and CNY shopping on Sunday \nn/

homework homework homework
-Chinese research
-Theatre research
-Lit essay
-Chinese WS
-ARC Journal

YAY God Bus 12 came right on time!
YAY you :D


nolita fairytale <3
octave please :/

MLIA of the Day::
Today, I tried #9 on the 333 ways to get kicked out of walmart list. I hid in the men's rack and when a bulky guy came my way, I jumped out and yelled "PICK ME!". He proceeded to pick me up and push me in his cart until he was done shopping. MLIA.

FML of the Day::
Today, I found out that I'm not actually pregnant. I've apparently been having a hysterical pregnancy because I want a child so badly. I don't know which was worse, the look of relief on my husband's face or having to send a mass email to inform my family and friends. FML


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