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Sunday, September 28, 2008

So pissed coz first he makes me feel like a retard coz I treat him as a friend and he doesn't he claims he ain't got no true friend?! then I try to make him work harder
and he wants to block me and I wanna tell him that I'm not stepping over him or insulting him I'm TRYING and failing to help him and it makes me think about myself: Am I really fit to be a friend? And I've probably let down everyone around me coz I always fell short of the mark. the friend mark, that is and then what's the point of giving a shit about someone you appreciate or value, when they don't value you back? and I just want to stop, yet knowing that I can help (although it harms more) just makes me happy and so angry and pissed at the same time. Well, Wayne, you got me, you got me right there. Happy now?

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;;Have you ever thought about getting your tongue pierced?
# Hell no.

;;Does a kiss make you feel better?
# Depends on who's kissing me and WHERE.

;;Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor?
# Nay, but I've slept on one before (:

;;Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
# At the same time?

;;What did you do yesterday?
# Watched the Humorous Speech Contest (:

;;Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?
# Yes, and hell was it fun!

;;Do you hate being alone?
# Depends on when.

;;What's a sure way to catch your attention?
# Depends on what. But it has to be unique or stand out to do so (:

;;Ever been in love?
# OMG, TOTALLY. It turned to obsession I think (:

;;Would you rather be in a permanent relationship or play the field?
# Stay out of the game.

;;What is your favorite sport?
# Sadly I don't do any of these: Gymnastics, Water sports (without the balls), ice figure skating, snowboarding, skiing, luging!

;;Are you a heavy sleeper?
# I think so.

;;Did you believe in love at first sight?
# No, but Mr. Lofthouse's story makes me do :D

;;Do you know how to use chopsticks?
# Not the right way, but at least I can eat.

;;What jewellery are you wearing?
# Earrings.

;;Do you like red or black?
# Depends

;;What are you doing tomorrow?
# Going to school. Oh, cripe.

;;Do you like someone?
# Yes, A LOT OF THEM! <3

;;Have you ever run over an animal?
# Hell no, that's sick!

;;What is your favorite cereal?
# Blueberry Morning! :D

;;Do you have a tattoo?
# No. My body's worth more than that.

;;Last public transport you took?
# MRT.

;;Do you think it's right for guys to get their tongue pierced?
# LOL I'd LOVE TO SEE IT RIPPED OUT.

;;Where's your favorite place to be?
# Depends on mood (:

;;What's your relationship status?
# Single and unavailable

;;Coffee or Alcohol?
# Water.

;;How many hours do you sleep?
# Varies, but I need at least 10! O.O

;;Do you dream in black and white?
# Sometimes.

;;Are you sick of love?
# Love gives me hope.

Oh, suddenly remembered that Crystle sort of depends on my music.
Hahaha well girl, just tell me what songs you want, k? (:

Ok, that made me feel so much better, then I remember that I can't add colour to this post coz I still haven't done homework.
GAWD.
Who needs to do OE-Compre to succeed in life anyway.
What a bother. Obviously the education system's so screwed.

Song of the Day::


Friday's Song of the Day::


♡V

Friday, September 26, 2008

ok so had a talk with ruby and we settled things.
(Not forgetting everyone else there who made the discussion- hate to admit this- really amusing and entertaining.)
So the conversation really happened, but my opinion about her is 100% unfounded.
Yeah. I think so too.
So she apologised and I apologised and we're cool bout it.
WELL, IF SOMEONE ELSE ISN'T, THEY CAN SAY IT STRAIGHT TO MY FACE, RIGHT MANASA?
(No, not directed at Manasa, it's because she suggested the whole face thing.)
Ok and I'm usually not this way, but I'm feeling GOOD~
Brilliant.
So after 26/9/2008 2400, this matter is CLOSED.
Yeah.
I AM NOT OUT TO RUIN HER REPUTATION!
Oh, btw she's been with us for 6 weeks. Whoops. xP
Ok, posting later I guess. I'm hungry.
(Happy now. If you're not, well, too bad, coz I am :])


♡V

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

[[DISCLAIMER:: This is a long post without colour, top part is rantings, and bottom part has quizzes :) Anyone who wants to tag regarding the rantings, do so on my blog not G3 blog thanks. I don't want a war.]]



I'm so annoyed.
Read on (CRYSTLE, BITCH THIS TO THE VA PEOPLE!)
Zhuo Dan, I'm sorry if you read this, but I think you're great (:

Liz braids Ruby's hair.
Ruby: EEW I hate it~ I look like one of the G3 geeks.
Me: What? No way, we don't braid our hair.
Ruby: I meant geek as in Zhuo Dan. She's a nerd.
Me: Hey, no she's not. She's really nice ok-
Ruby: Please, that's only because you're her friend. You've biased judgement.
Me: What? No I don't, you guys don't even know Zhuo Dan!And you're from G3 by the way.
Ruby: I'm not a nerd, I'm just smart. You know what, G3's a totally nerd class, ok?
Me: No we're not.
Ruby: Whatever, Vicky, G3's the most competitive class I've ever been in, so there.
Me: Oh yeah? Well, I'm gonna be on bitch mode now. *puts on bitchy innocent voice* Well, if you don't like our class you could totally request for a class change you know. *bitch mode off* Hahahaha how's that?
Ruby: No, I can't. I was put in this class and I'm stuck in G3.
Me: But-
Teacher: OK so blah blah blah blah....

Hey Ruby, sorry I didn't get to say this just now, but I'm very sure I would have if I'd had the chance to::
I don't think G3 is the most competitive class ever. And you're gifted, you've probably won every competition, you can beat all of us hands down. Having only been in our class for 3 weeks, I don't think you know how much effort we put in to get to this stage. And I bet you find this class so competitive coz there are people here who are more talented than you and by being lowered to OUR standard you feel threatened. You don't really know our class ok? And what's your problem with Zhuo Dan? She hasn't offended you at all. And if you can't stand our class you might as well find another. If you can't change your state, then just LIVE WITH IT. And FYI::: People can be smart without being nerds. People can also absorb things faster without being nerds. Surely someone as gifted as you should be smart enough to see that way, SO THERE!

UGH OMG SO ANNOYING.
[[DISCLAIMER:: It's not that I don't like RUBY, but I don't like what she said. And I'm NOT out to ruin her reputation, by the way. In case anyone forgets: This is a blog to vent feelings, not a political website!]]
And the worst is that Jam and Saher aren't from G3 and they very well knew that Ruby shouldn't have said those things but they can't comment. You don't go 'ordering' us about just because you're gifted, Ruby. Like it or not, you're one of us now. If you thought about G3 that way, you should have said so during the discussion, SO THERE, COWARD!

DAMN I'M SO PISSED.
WHY MUST ALL MY RECENT POSTS BE ABOUT BAD THINGS?

1.What is more difficult: To let go everything or forget what happened?
- To forget. Girls have tight memories.

2. Think of the last time you were angry. Why were you angry?
-Read above.

3. You will die in three minutes. Last call?
- To my mom, lawyer who does my will, Dawn & WJ ):
Ok, maybe not. Maybe I'll just leave a note to everyone.

4. If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
- I'd wish for an infinite number of wishes.

5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love
- Quote Dawn:: With trust, you can naturally fall in love

6. Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
- Don't try me.

7. Think of the last person you've met..
- My sister's with me now.

8. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?
- No. Befriending yourself is so boring.

9. Would u sleep with someone if you had the chance?
- I DON'T SHARE BEDS.

10. Are you old fashioned?
- Not really. Just pretty conventional sometimes.

11. What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
- That I love them, duh~ Cue EGO HERE!

12. What would be the hardest thing for you to give up?
- On myself, duh.

13. In BGR, when was the last time you told someone you loved them?
- NEVER HAD ONE.

14. Imagine: It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
- GOD.

15. Would you give a homeless person a CPR?
- And let him suffer more in this cruel world?!

16. Words that you are holding onto your grandmother..
- Erm, they're not dead.


IF YOU HAVE 3 MONTHS TO LIVE:

17. Do you tell anyone or everyone you are going to die?
- I'll them I have a year to live.

18. What do you do with your remaining days?
- Complete my BUCKET LIST.

19. Would you be afraid?
- Depends on how much I've accomplished.

Awww Great. The Quiz definitely didn't help coz it got me thinking of a certain someone. Gonna find more quizzes from Dawn's blog.

Oh, I found the last 2 parts of the quiz I did before! (:

56. WHO SENT YOU YOUR LAST TEXT MESSAGE?:
Dawnie(:

57. WHO DO YOU ACTUALLY HATE?
I don't hate people, either I can't stand them or I don't give a shit bout them.

58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?:
3, 4? dunno haha at least 2 I think.

59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW?:
PJs!

60. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?:
Marble (:

61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J?:
Grape Jam! Whoo!

62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?:
NO, my fingers are really tiny LOL but I can do some snooker.

63. CAN YOU SWIM?
Yes. Duh~

64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?:
No favourite, but low-fat's the best!

65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?:
ARRR PIRATE! I LUV 'EM TREASURE MAPS!

66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELF?:
I'm a Leo (:

67. ARE YOU A MEAN BULLY?
Wanna try me?

68.EVER ATTENDED A THEME PARTY?:
Yes, and it was so fun haha!

69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
The HOLIDAY season. Shite I wanna go to Australia now!

70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?
FRED FRED FRED ILY FRED~! <3

71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING?
At 6.30am. DAMN.

72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?:
OMG, almost everything except the freezing cold.
I WANNA GO TO AUSTRALIA!!!

73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?
I don't mess with the law.

74. PICK A SONG LYRIC, ANY LYRIC:
Damn. Like quite a number went through my head.
"It's like rain on your wedding day
It's a free ride when you've already paid
It's some good advice that you just didn't take
And who would've thought it figured"

"Say it again for me
Coz I know just how it feels
when you are telling me that I'm
the only one who's on your mind
Say it again for me
Coz I love the way it feels
when you tell me you're in LOVE
Say it again"

"It starts in my toes
then I can crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I always know
You work with a smile
Please stay for a while now
Just take your time
Wherever you go"

LOL I didn't answer the question.

75. DREAM JOB?
Being RICH, FAMOUS and TALENTED.

76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?:
ARRR ME MITEYS ARE COOL WE DRINKIN' RUM ALL DAY YOHOHO.

77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND??
Going to the dentist? Hahaha nice social life.

I guess I'm better now (:
I LOVE DAWN AND WE'RE MEETIING UP TOMORROW!

Song of the Day::


♡V

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Today Saher dropped me at Tanah Merah Station coz she let me ride in a cab without paying for anything at all! Thanks so much Saher, love you for that <3
And although I was walking OPPOSITE AHS, I'm gonna say this loud and proud:

IT. FELT. GOOD!!!
Coz I miss you guys so freaking much and even though we didn't meet, walking near AH made me feel nearer to you guys!
:D
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I'm gonna cool myself down with Dawn's quiz::

QUIZ
`Are you taller than your mum ?
Nope. Dayum.

`Are you an emotional person ?
Yea, but I don't like revealing them :\
Although I just freaking did.

`Are you confused ?
With whut?

`What are you listening to right now ?


`Do you crack your knuckles?
Yea. A LOT. And I crack others' too! :D

`Have you ever broken your nose ?
Nay.

`Has anyone ever spread a rumour about you?
Yes, and all of them are not true. *sighs*

`Do you have any trophies ?
YES! :D

`What did you do yesterday ?
Wake up. Went to school. Had compulsory counselling. Tuition. IDU. Read. Sleep.

`Have you ever punched a hole in the wall ?
Punched? What about drilled?

`Who's your last text from ?
BFF! :D

`Do you think someone loves you ?
Obviously. That's what family's for joo noob.

`Tears are falling from your face, what's the reason ?
Crystle/ the Situation in Theatre.

`Whats your favorite color ?
NEON PINK!
But anything bright's fine (:

`What woke you up this morning ?
Tumi/ The hope of a better day.

`Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
I have a test tomorrow. Yuh think.

`What sucks about your life?
I'm not where I wanna be right now.

`Do you delete people off of Friendster?
I don't use Friendster.

`Do you believe that you can change for someone ?
I change for me. I ain't changing for anyone else.

`Do you like surprises ?
Nice surprises would be nice <3
Hahaha stupid statement xP

`Do you think people have any misconceptions about you?
Whaddya think.

`What is your relationship status?
SINGLE AND UNAVAILABLE.

`Do you have a favorite item of clothing?
Hoodies!

`Do you like messages or comments better?
Anything that makes me happy (:

`Next movie you will see in theaters?
No idea. What about next theatrical show? AVENUE Q!

`What was the last thing you drank?
Water.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Reading.

`Do you want to get married & have children one day?
I can picture myself taking care of kids, but not getting married or HAVING any kids.

`What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
Dropped it in the toilet bowl. See previous entries.

`Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
Hell No. What a waste of time.

`What's your favorite fruit?
Not sure, but I'd eat SWEET SEEDLESS Grapes anytime (:

`Have you ever been to a wedding?
Duh~ I've even hosted one before.

`How many showers did you take today?
1 :D

`Do you have bad tan lines?
No, but wait till you see my cousin! LOL!

`Who haven't you seen in a while, that you miss?
Dawn, 6/3 and AHS friendsies. MISS YOU GUYS! ):

`Who was the last person you watched a movie with?
Family I think.

`How long does it take you to get ready to go out?
Depends. I have a record of 5 minutes or 2 hours. Haha xP

`Have you been outside of the U.S.?
I don't live in the US anyways. I WANNA GO TO USA!

`The last email you received was from?
Y! Answers

`Last show you watched?
Suite Life of Zack & Cody (:

`Do you wish at 11:11?
No.

`Do you wear any jewellery?
Earrings, that's all. I HATE BEING FLASHY.

`Next vacation you're going on?
I think it's PERTH! OMFG WHEE~

`Any piercings?
Ears, that's all. And oh, a piercing scream.

`Last person you hugged?
Saher.

`Who/What made you angry today?
Crystle/ Theatre idiots.

`Do you sing in the shower?
Yeah, but the whole house can hear it, so it's kinda embarrassing. LOL.

`Do you love anyone?
TOTALLY~
No points for guessing who ;}

What's your favorite breed of dog?
OMG Mini Schnauzer! Cute dawg!

`Do you find yourself loved?
Most times. *shrugs*

`Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
Not sure. But I know that when I was young I'd sleep anywhere I wanted.

`What's the closest blue object to you ?
The Superman cushion. Haha (:
And oh my theatre file (:

Song of the Day::


♡V

Sunday, September 14, 2008

OK just felt like posting this.
It's been a really long time since I last posted my pics online! ;D
I did it USING MS PAINT WITHOUT PHOTOSHOP AT ALL a few months ago, and I just chanced upon it again and I'm still so proud of it! Hahahahah
WJ's blogskin::

She hasn't changed it yet, but we love it! Hahahahaha (:
It's copyrighted, btw~ ;D

And oh ya, FX and WJ came to my house on Study Day to help each other with our subs and I thought them how to use MS Paint to a make bday card for Dani
Coz I made one for WJ and FX wanted to use the idea:

I didn't show her face coz I'm not sure if she'll allow it.
And she's pretty, so it's not coz she's ugly either xP
If she allows then maybe I'll put the real one up (:
LOL so proud of myself.
FX made one all by herself, but here's what I did as an example:

I was teaching her how to lighten the background using spray, so the format is her idea, only that I don't have the font so I settled for the one I'd done previously, and of course, I was nice enough to make the picture of the sapphire clearer (:

LOL gloat to the world! :D
Moral of the Story: It's not the end of you artistic vision without Photoshop! MS Paint can save the day!
hahahahaha
Now that I've posted something happier than the previous post I'm not that moody anymore (:
Oh ya, click here to see pics I did last year.
Scroll down to the last post.

VA students, don't kill me! Your designs are way better than mine k!


♡V

Saturday, September 13, 2008

I'm so freaking pissed.
Thanks to zl gnavfu nothing's going smoothly.
I'm about to tal right now, thanks to zl rbbqfyn fo cqn granecb.
wtf.
I called my mom the other day and asked her if I could make Ribena lollies
and she said ok, so I did, and then today my dad just scolded me coz the ribena lollies mixed with the ice.
I'm so bloody annoyed by the 3 of them now.
Conversation:
Dad:(practically shouting) WHY IS THERE RED ICE IN THE CONTAINER?
Me: Zacky did it.
Zack: No, she did it.
[FAGGOT/LIAR.]
Dad:(to me) WHY? DID YOU SPILL RIBENA OR WHAT?
Me: No, I made ribena lollies and Zacky turned the trays over so obviously the Ribena lollies mixed with the ice luh. Not my fault.
Zack:(in an innocent voice) But isn't that how you get the lollies out? And she also did it whut.
Me: (still unaware about what's the big deal) No, I didn't do it. Only you did.
[Which was TRUE, by the way.]
Zack: So? I only did it once.
Me: (getting pissed coz he's LYING) So what? You still did it.
Dad:(SCOLDING ME.) SO YOU MADE THE ICE LOLLIES? WHO SAID YOU COULD MAKE THE ICE LOLLIES?! WHO SAID YOU COULD USE THE ICE TRAYS TO MAKE THEM?!
Me:(anger building up) What? Mommy said I could whut. So I make luh. Zacky also likes eating it anyway.
Mom:(Coming down from stairs) No, since when did I say that? I never said you could. It's common sense.
[big fat freaking liar. Made me so freaking pissed]
Me:(About the kill someone) WHAT THE HELL?! You said I could lah!
Dad: (obviously he doesn't know anything. He starts muttering a whole string of accusations and all that crap including) AND DON'T USE THE ICE TRAY! ICE TRAY IS FOR ICE! YOU WANT TO MAKE LOLLIES, YOU USE SOMETHING ELSE! (and more stuff about me being 14 and all that.)
Me: (walking off) I don't see the need to stay here and listen to all your crap.

---- Interval coz I'm blogging bout this, then ----

Dad: (a whole string of explanations, talking about me using my brain and being really stubborn and blah blah blah- anything but him admitting that he was in the freaking wrong and that the whole family is against me- and how I should learn to blah blah blah I'm not listening)
[I'm already crying coz I hate explanations. Either you're right or you're wrong. Explanations don't change ANYTHING.]

OK I'm still so bloody pissed off because now SYTYCD is showing on Ch 5 and I've been waiting FOREVER to watch it and then just before it starts my wonderful family has to ruin my mood so now the last thing I want to do is to be in the same room as them. I don't care if I was rude or not, I might still be a kid or whatever, but I know how to think for myself and DAMN the ice lollies were supposed to be a nice gesture but obviously nobody thinks that way. Thinking of this makes me cry. I'm gonna add this to Emotional Memory. I really have no idea what else to say. I'm pissed to the core of the Earth, left, right, centre.
And oh, I was doing my IDU essay that happens to make up 20% of my final grade, and because I'm in this state I can't do IDU anymore.
THIS EFFING SUCKS.

Ok I'm gonna try to cool down with Quiz part 5::

45. DO YOU SMOKE?
No. Smoking's for losers.

46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES?
With. Duh~

47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?
My BFF's boyfriend.
HELL NO! She doesn't even have one, and my bed's only made for me~

48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?
Nay, don't think so.

49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
NEVER and NEVER WILL.

50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
Pancakes! Coz I can make French Toast whenever I want (:

51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?:
No, it's bitter.

52 HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
UN.FER.TI.LISED.

53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?:
No, but I'd LOVE to do astrology (:

54. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?:
Mom.

55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?:
Saher.

Song of the Day::

I think it's uncensored.


♡V

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Pissed.
Thanks to PMS.
Ok nevermind there's something more important.

Anyway, today I almost made Einson cry.
(Yes Dawn, THAT EINSON!)
Like he was looking really bummed out and my first thought was:
OMG. Juvina.
So I asked Nicholas and he was like "Hell no."
Then Rooba and I tried to cheer him up by giving him a Juvina cheer.
Coz we thought that mentioning her would brighten up his day.
OBVIOUSLY FREAKING NOT.
He was like cursing and swearing at us and telling us to stop.
We thought he was embarrassed, but since the whole school knows then no point hiding right?
So we went on cheering.
Then EVERYONE heard us and they instantly rushed towards Einson.
And we were like, "Huh?"
Like the whole class was scolding us?!
And they were throwing really hurtful remarks.
Fine, we WERE in the wrong. I know that.
But how on Earth did I know that something was really happening?
SINCE NOBODY EVER TELLS ME ANYTHING IN THIS TABLOID SCHOOL?!
Talk about IRONIC.
And Rooba and I were feeling really guilty about it.
(I was on the verge of tears, but who'd ever notice or cared for that matter.)
So we wrote him a letter of apology coz knowing the others, if we tried to say something, nobody (or Einson) would wanna hear it.
And we made him read it, and he was sort of ok, which made us feel tons better, but thanks to the LOYALTY AND CONCERN of his friends we weren't let off that easily.
Like they kept BITCHING about US (no points for guessing who) and kept giving us the 'official assholes of the year' glares.
#@&%*^$!
Too pissed to say more.


Here's quiz part 4 ~~~>>>

34. CAN YOU SING?
Yes, but it doesn't have to be in tune, right?

35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
During lunch. Forgot when.

36. LAST KISS?
Last night.

37. LAST MOVIE:
Wall-E~!!!

38. ONE THING YOU NEVER LEAVE THE HOUSE WITHOUT:
Clothes.

39. FAVORITE vacation spot:
Far and Away.

40. EVER REALLY CRIED YOUR HEART OUT?
Duh~

41. CRIED WHEN YOU GOT AN INJURY?
Duh~

42. CAN MUSIC MAKE YOU HAPPY?
OF COURSE!!! Stupid question.

43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?:
Laptop, with a PROPER MOUSE.

44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?:
Demetri Martin and others.

Song of the Day::

PLAY THIS SONG BLASTING LOUD LIKE YOU'RE HIGH ON CRACK!


♡V

Thursday, September 04, 2008

thsrjt does everyone have a life but me?
GG.
Good Going.
Good Grief
Good Game.
I'm stuck at home trying to find inspiration for IDU
and I'm pretty adfrgafgaf coz I'm lost
nothing's happening
omg taking this path will give me a
better
brighter
more hopeful future.
And I'll be doing it alone.
Heard that.
I wanna go home.
(not literally, coz I know where I live)
But where the hell is home?
Where am I?
What's the taxi fare?

And yup, LR, it's impossible to turn back time.
Cripe.

Well, I'm definitely suffering from moodswinganitis.
arkrmtu why do my days seem so short?
Argh, it's just one of those days.
Whatever.

Song of the Day::

Yep, just what I needa do.
God bless me.
NOW.


♡V

Monday, September 01, 2008

This post is about MY OFFICIAL LIST OF HOT/ CUTE GUYS WOOT!!!

swoon hahaha no I'm not desperate but darn they're hawt!
and cute!

hahahahaha
ok.
Top 14 for....

HOTTEST GUYS
In no particular order:
Mikey Way (Hottest Guy with SPECS!)
Will Smith
Hugh Jackman
Ryan Conferido (with HOT moves YAW!!)
Keanu Reeves
Max Theriot (40% cute)
Johnny Depp
Milo Ventimiglia (In Heroes)
Tom Felton
Dmitri Chaplin (can you say 'Greek God'?)
Thomas Dekker (OMG HAWT)
Kyle Patrick (but only on the album)
Heath Ledger
Shane Sparks (HOT MOVES YAW!!!)

CUTEST GUYS
In no particular order:
Adam Sevina (with HOT moves!)
Thomas Sangster
Jake Gyllenhaal (in Day After Tomorrow)
Lucas Gabreel
Zac Efron (it's his eyes; the rest are pretty average)
Freddie Highmore
Ivan Koumaev (with HOT moves!)
Rupert Grint
Benji Schwimmer
Justin Kelly (40% hot. LOL)
Pete Wentz (with makeup, abidduh hot.)
Liam Aiken
Michael Phelps (with zee ABS. and he loves his mommaye)
Epke Zonderland (with his curly blond hair. omg.)

Think you qualify? Think again! ;D
Hahahahaha
I'm a mean freak, but what's it to you?
*smirkzzzzz*

Song of the Day::


♡V