everywomaneveryman jointhecaravanoflove standupstandupstandup!!!

soIguessyouguysshouldknowbynowthatmy
s p a c e b a r
isn'tworkingeh.

haha gotcha there.

I'm so into hippypytamus now
not in overdrive, but you can show me any picture regarding the hippie era and I'll go "cool".
my sister's nuts, she's eating pocky and it's almost 2 in the morning.
she's studying for her law paper.

oh and anyone who reads this and knows my sister better NOT tell her:
I'm planning on stuffing as much junk mail between her piles of (whatever those things are on her table) without her knowing.
heehee~
see how long it takes for her to find out.
(:






a hippie owl?
kewl.








GMH of the day::
I am a third grade teacher. Most kids come in with notes or messages written by their mothers in their lunch sacks. One little girl's dad left, and her mother abuses drugs. But her 12 year old brother never fails to write "I love you" on her brown paper bag. He GMH.

MLIA of the day::
Ok, so my English Lit teacher was calling role at the end of class today and was asking what everyone was doing for spring break. Everyone was answering things like going to Florida, home, the beach, etc... Well, she got to one girl and asked her what she was doing. That girl replied, "I'm getting a boob job." MLIA.

hoohoo,
my sister was behind me while I was typing the last part.
haha thank html she didn't see the whole junk mail thing xD

♡V

Sunday, June 06, 2010

Do what you want 'coz a pirate is free
ewe arrr a PIRATE!!!

hahahahahaha Joy started it xD

I'm more hungover from Bago than you guys know D:

the voices are so FREAKKKINNG annoying.
and fake.
but I'm literally laughing out loud at my answers after hearing their voices hahahaha
yes Janel it is fun (:

was just thinking about how I don't use my camera anymore. because. which I think is really sad since nothing's stopping me. I guess I think too much about how my pictures look compared to, say, Chong Lii's for example and then I feel really bad because I'm not giving the picture justice by taking it since it looks so ugly on my camera and so brilliant in everyone else's and the picture really doesn't deserve it. and I know no matter how proud I am of my picture there's always someone who can take it better and it's just dumb since photography isn't a competition at all to me so why do I make such a big deal out of it .____. so after what I've just mentioned I'm still taking my wonderful samsung on vacation with me. I can be really selfish sometimes x.x

okay as previously stated,
I'm more hungover from Bago than you guys know D:
everything that's happening to me seems to give me flashbacks to Bago. what is wrong with me?!?!?!?! like today was a really really warm day and I thought 'it's warmer than Bago' and while eating breakfast and dinner I was thinking of how much rice I eat in Bago and how much I love the food there and my food journal and why don't I keep a food journal even though I don't want to? and my toilet' bowl's giving me bubbling problems and I thought "thank God the toilet in Buenos Aires was in good condition" and I thought of Chloe's toothpaste while brushing my teeth!!! and to mention the obvious, how much fatter I've become since returning from Bago. ah pui. haha. but really I love Bago but this has to stop because it's making me miserable D: did I mention that my doll reminds me of Negros Occidental? ):

oh today I came out of the shower and saw my face was RED and got really shocked. like how did my face turn so red from being in the shower?! I look like I've been burnt TWICE! and my mom was really nice about it, she said "awwwh you look so pretty with all that blood in your face" ohkay, Mrs. Cullen. and my sister was "oh, it wasn't as RED as it was before you took a shower"
'houch.

and I'm starting to be more patient with my computer's internet inefficiency.
oh and I skipped communion because I wanted to sleep.
now you know why I won't see you in heaven.

I just had the image of JJ _______ Carlo in my mind.
cue music.

oh I actually miss watching GG
and Nickii probably thinks I'm a freak but I suddenly felt like camping at his house despite never having been there before. not telling him though since he's in HK now.
ABF;D

and Donnie Darko is one of the Hundred Movies to watch before you die.
YEAH, I love that show more than you know it (:

GMH of the Day::
Today a homeless man crossed a street with a shopping cart full of his belongings. Something went wrong and the cart tipped over and his possessions went everywhere. A man in a suit and tie got out of his BMW, got on his hands and knees, and frantically helped the man gather his things. He GMH.

MLIA of the Day::
Today, I drew a picture of my Language Arts teacher. I was really proud of it, so I gave it to him. As I handed it to him, I noticed how he tucked his tie into his sweater vest. I asked him why, and he replied "Because that's how the pimps do it". I love my school. MLIA

♡V

teehee haven't been here for a while (:
really losing the will to recount my life actually, since some things get ruined with words, and some things are best when said fresh on the spot, not 5 hours later when you're in front of the screen.

anyways I've been having random clicks of intangible ideas
and stuff.
okay a bunch of random statements below.

Grace pointed out that the trip to Bago affected me more than I thought. I think it did. I can't sleep well anymore due to a wide variety of reasons no matter how I sound or come across in text, with emoticons or not, I'm actually happy. unless if the bad emotion continues for more than 3 texts, then I'm not being dramatic anymore. oh yeah speaking of dramatic, the other day I had this dramatic moment of "I'm so annoyed I can't even get a bath" and Chloe thought I was angry at her like whut? why would I get angry that she bathed first? I was telling YL how 21 Guns is such an annoying song until you encounter something remotely related to war and listen to the song after then it sounds AHMAZINGG. then he gave me this trivia that the song is called 21 Guns because whenever a soldier dies they fire 21 guns. something like that. and now the song is awesome round-the-clock (: oh yeah, I wanted to watch the sunrise after staying up the entire night and I ended up watching it with YL and we were expecting something bloody awesome then we realised that the trees were covering the sky and we were both ._____. hey I've been talking about Bago stuff. maybe I really love that place more than I think. Dawn's in UK now, lucky girl. can't wait for my turn, yet I don't really want it to happen. umpf /: hahahaha we're doing Seasons of Love much to almost everyone's dismay, but it's a darn good song compared to the slower numbers we have. I actually find the songs boring but my angle is definitely gonna change during rehearsals. okay where do I find a traditional chinese wedding gown for rent?
argh lots of research thanks a lot Grace Oh yeah my dad noticed I'm into indie. Hey he pays attention to me ;D I'm actually scared of texting people in case they think I'm texting them only because I'm bored when actually I feel bad for not talking to them enough so I text them but maybe I'm really imposing on them argh I'm psychotic. I think I'm turning into an impulse buyer, it's quite scary since I only do it in front of others. it's like I'm doing it for show or something? oh did I mention I was the shortest and fattest girl on the trip to Bago? mighty depressing. oh then today I found a shirt that makes me look tall so I don't feel so bad anymore teehee oh speaking of that my R&J ballroom costume makes me look really tall and stylo like a uniqlo model. me likey ;D ah shucks hate holiday homework oh yeah XiaXue should stop photoshopping herself because it's getting too fake. and dang it why does she get to visit Pixar Studios? D: lucky beach. oh && NJC NEmation winners are in LA now!!! lucky peeps. if I were them I'd go nuts at the toy factory outlet. OHMYGAWWWWDD. argh holy communion tomorrow. what to wear what to wear what to wear. oh the shoes I bought from Bago are so awesome but I forgot to bite them so now I have blisters. well a couple, but ouch D: not wearing them tomorrow. hahahaha AH PUI!!!! GRAHAMS TTM.

okay I think if I don't stop typing my thoughts will flow like the Nile.

ngah.

oh new website: http://givesmehope.com
(I think. love their stuff. here's an example:
"A year ago, I posted a farewell note on my blog saying I was planning to kill myself.

That night, police called from two whole states away, stopping me until local help arrived.

It was one of my online friends that raised the alarm. We live in two different countries.

Friendship without borders GMH.")

love it? love it? meluvit.

screw FML, I'm changing my blog for a more optimistic feel.

GMH of the Day::
During WWII, my friend's grandpa was captured and tortured, but he refused to reveal his mission. The japanese said if he didn't spill, they would kill the other five captured men. He wouldn't budge. He escaped, but he had to live with their blood on his hands. 25 years later, he found out they all lived. Not a single one talked. GMH

MLIA of the Day::
Today I found out that Barbie and Ken are siblings. MLIA

hAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!

love you guys, though I don't say it out loud <3

♡V

Friday, June 04, 2010

I just wrote a long post about how much I hate studying and deleted it.
and even though I know no one's gonna know what I wrote (not even me)
I'm feeling so much better.
the education system can totally suck it because every student hates you.
anyone who claims they like you are just suck ups
with no friends and can't see the prettier things in life
because they're so buried in times new roman and helvetica
or maybe because they depend on you for their salary.
whatever.
I love learning, but I don't see why I gotta sit and take in a bunch of things I'm not gonna use in REAL life.
teach us how to cook. how to stop a fire. how to offer help without seeming like a busybody. how to talk a person out of killing himself or his family. how to find out what the girl giving you mix signals is really thinking, or why that boy asked for your number but didn't call.
not how to find x or justify why blah blah blah because problem-solving doesn't really solve any real life problems if you think about it.

what the hell,
I don't even know how much homework I have.
I learned way more valuable things the ten days I was in Bago than the ten years of education in this blasted society.
thanks to you I can't even enjoy my holiday.

FML of the Day::
Today, my wife changed her facebook status from "married" to "widowed". I'm scared. FML

MLIA of the Day::
Today, I was on my way to my grandma's house in the middle of nowhere. We passed a church and the sign said, "Wanna see God? Keep texting while driving." I laughed. A lot. MLIA

this is boring.
I don't want to be here, I want to make a difference.

♡V