TODAY...
well that's what Erica, Crystle, Kirti and I did.
Hilary was amazing, she took all our shit and still did her revision.
I don't feel bad for not doing work.
I just feel bad that I affected you guys. We really needed the revision time.
Yeah we talk during breaks but it wasn't this relaxed because we knew that we didn't have all the time in the world, you get what I mean?
Anyway the Green Tea frappucino from STARBUCKS is
Kirts take your time with Coffee Bean, it's not gonna go away (:
ride home was great with you guys as well (:
yes some of us sing out of tune but you gotta admit it was fun :D
went jogging with mom after that
omg she's so cute I can tell you the story if you ask :D :D :D
hope I don't get big thighs like what Nick predicts.
SAVE MEEEEE.
ah well okay.
how do you shrink your thighs anyway.
My stomach hurts now, I'm stupid.
MLIA of the Day::
Today I argued with my brother for over an hour if germs could be killed using a hammer. I'm 22 and he's 24. MLIA
this is what life with my brother's gonna be like xD
♡V
well that's what Erica, Crystle, Kirti and I did.
Hilary was amazing, she took all our shit and still did her revision.
HIL you are brilliant.
The rest of you, tsk tsk for getting influenced by me.I don't feel bad for not doing work.
I just feel bad that I affected you guys. We really needed the revision time.
But I haven't sat down and spoken to any of you like this for so long that it felt great to just be full of crap and just talk you know?
Yeah we talk during breaks but it wasn't this relaxed because we knew that we didn't have all the time in the world, you get what I mean?
Anyway the Green Tea frappucino from STARBUCKS is
SOSOSOSOSOGOOOOOODDDDD!!!!
You are allowed to congratulate me on losing my Starbucks virginity :DKirts take your time with Coffee Bean, it's not gonna go away (:
ride home was great with you guys as well (:
yes some of us sing out of tune but you gotta admit it was fun :D
went jogging with mom after that
omg she's so cute I can tell you the story if you ask :D :D :D
SAVE MEEEEE.
ah well okay.
how do you shrink your thighs anyway.
MLIA of the Day::
Today I argued with my brother for over an hour if germs could be killed using a hammer. I'm 22 and he's 24. MLIA
this is what life with my brother's gonna be like xD
♡V
sheeeeeet.
Dear God,
if you can't give me good results
or healthy food at home
or a pretty face
or fame
or money
or fingers long enough to reach an octave
or better school hours
or a home gym
and if you really had to punish me
please make me refankvt.
Amen.
you're probably the reason why I'm too disgusted to look in the mirror.
♡V
I
REALLY
HAVE
TO?
D:
♡V
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| hahaha added this in because I felt bad for typing and not including an image. | but what the hell, I see this design everywhere but can't find it on a dress?!?!?!?! |
♡V
shawty is an eenie meenie mynie mo lovah!!!
wtf my sister just had to sing it
playing it for her now to annoy her xD
but I think she likes it, omg.
anyway gonna miss YOG when it's over
no matter how anxious I was it was pretty smooth,
thanks to bernice and gang, love you all.
really, <3
really nervous for integration quiz tomorrow but I'm gonna study at MP tomorrow, it's the least I can do /;
oh man gonna have to take public transport there tomorrow, gonna put songs in my PSP to entertain me now (:
love yaaaaaaa
shawty is an eenie meeni mynie mo lovah!
♡V
wtf my sister just had to sing it
playing it for her now to annoy her xD
but I think she likes it, omg.
anyway gonna miss YOG when it's over
no matter how anxious I was it was pretty smooth,
thanks to bernice and gang, love you all.
really, <3
really nervous for integration quiz tomorrow but I'm gonna study at MP tomorrow, it's the least I can do /;
oh man gonna have to take public transport there tomorrow, gonna put songs in my PSP to entertain me now (:
love yaaaaaaa
shawty is an eenie meeni mynie mo lovah!
♡V
ARGH 2 MORE HOURS UNTIL THE FACEBOOK AND TWITTER BAN IS OVER I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT!!!!! :D :D :D
gonna do theatre now (:
♡V
gonna do theatre now (:
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| Click 5's Kyle Patrick fyeah people :D |
♡V
you know what's so stupid about a mac?
the fact that I can't retrieve all my downloads, and I have no idea why the download file is always empty even though the status always shows "done".
and I accidentally poofed the whole Download folder from my dock so now I can't find all my shit
and I'm getting really pissed off about this because I don't want all the junk to pile up in this mac and slow down the processing rate.
but you know what's the worse?
bloody hell, I know this is stupid and ironic, but what totally sucks about the mac is the fact that it doesn't have microsoft word, excel or powerpoint.
keynotes, pages and numbers suck right now
not because they really do, but because having used powerpoint my entire life,
and having a presentation due in 2 weeks, the last thing I need is to get acquainted with a new software. I need the old one, I'll figure out the new one later.
omg.
stupid shit.
anyone knows how to put powerpoint, excel and word in my mac?
and maybe find the download button for me?
and my external hard drive is screwed.
my godfather got that for me in china
and it was the awesomest thing ever, and all of a sudden it stops working.
WHAT!!!!!
damnit.
I need a harddrive that can read both mac and word so I can transfer all my files over from old pc to new macbook.
and do my work on the bus/ wherever instead of only at home.
argh I'm so annoyed.
♡V
the fact that I can't retrieve all my downloads, and I have no idea why the download file is always empty even though the status always shows "done".
and I accidentally poofed the whole Download folder from my dock so now I can't find all my shit
and I'm getting really pissed off about this because I don't want all the junk to pile up in this mac and slow down the processing rate.
but you know what's the worse?
bloody hell, I know this is stupid and ironic, but what totally sucks about the mac is the fact that it doesn't have microsoft word, excel or powerpoint.
keynotes, pages and numbers suck right now
not because they really do, but because having used powerpoint my entire life,
and having a presentation due in 2 weeks, the last thing I need is to get acquainted with a new software. I need the old one, I'll figure out the new one later.
omg.
stupid shit.
anyone knows how to put powerpoint, excel and word in my mac?
and maybe find the download button for me?
and my external hard drive is screwed.
my godfather got that for me in china
and it was the awesomest thing ever, and all of a sudden it stops working.
WHAT!!!!!
damnit.
I need a harddrive that can read both mac and word so I can transfer all my files over from old pc to new macbook.
and do my work on the bus/ wherever instead of only at home.
argh I'm so annoyed.
♡V
swimming wasn't as spectacular as I'd thought.
but the guys, their abs were freaking rock hard.
and sanjeev made me wave to the really cute spanish guy
now he thinks I'm a freak.
but whatever, haha, I'm sticking with Sobolev.
and Valentin Prades, OMG he's the hottest guy in MP so far.
Sobolev is just cute :D
hahahahaha
I was complaining to my mom about my theatre grades
well my mom told me "one day you'll realise that results are not that important"
says the woman who refused to sign my report card.
contradictory parents.
oh, and they lie to me as well, but not as much as the SOTA peeps though.
come on, I can handle the truth, stop sugar coating or hiding from me.
I'm gonna die for noh.
shitake.
skipping MP for school tomorrow. I'm skipping a MEDIA conference for school.
Sacrificing an opportunity to get into the industry,
in the hopes that my school grades will improve.
I really hope SOTA's standards are higher than I think them to be.
I hope they're higher than ACSI's and I'm unaware of it
because if this is the score I'm getting for IB,
well, FML.
I think I'm gonna miss Windows.
I practically grew up with this stupid software.
from the days of IBM till now.
♡V
but the guys, their abs were freaking rock hard.
and sanjeev made me wave to the really cute spanish guy
now he thinks I'm a freak.
but whatever, haha, I'm sticking with Sobolev.
and Valentin Prades, OMG he's the hottest guy in MP so far.
Sobolev is just cute :D
hahahahaha
I was complaining to my mom about my theatre grades
well my mom told me "one day you'll realise that results are not that important"
says the woman who refused to sign my report card.
contradictory parents.
oh, and they lie to me as well, but not as much as the SOTA peeps though.
come on, I can handle the truth, stop sugar coating or hiding from me.
I'm gonna die for noh.
shitake.
skipping MP for school tomorrow. I'm skipping a MEDIA conference for school.
Sacrificing an opportunity to get into the industry,
in the hopes that my school grades will improve.
I really hope SOTA's standards are higher than I think them to be.
I hope they're higher than ACSI's and I'm unaware of it
because if this is the score I'm getting for IB,
well, FML.
I think I'm gonna miss Windows.
I practically grew up with this stupid software.
from the days of IBM till now.
♡V
obviously he's not impressed at all.
dammit, that is shitload of effort I'm putting in this
and he just gives me less marks and less marks
while others still maintain their standards
really man, what do the teachers have against me
and I know this sounds extremely unprofessional.
bitching about a teacher.
eh dang it, I did hell lot of research and analysis for this.
not like no one else did, which is just my point.
everyone did, so why do I get worse marks?
and I daresay my idea is original!
and I spent days on section 2.
days.
and he just used a PEN to tick on it and omg can he not see the pride I take in my work?!
i think if anyone reads this they're gonna think I'm some whiny retard who's never happy.
hey, suck it man, suck it.
if you ask me how much I get in school I'll just tell it to you.
then you can laugh at me all you want.
happy.
sheeeeeet I have no idea how I'm gonna do well.
how the hell does essay-writing help you grow as a thespian anyway?
Judi Dench and Ian McKellen and the whole motley crew,
they didn't even have to write a bloody essay and look how successful they are.
and out of all the kids who spend their lives in school,
how many people actually achieve what they really want in life?
I don't have an alternate solution.
it's either this way or the highway, and
from what I'm going through, it seems like the bloody highway is what I'm taking.
my mom's always scolding me for taking on projects out of school
when my results suck.
and I just pretend that I NEVER learn my lesson,
but truth is, I've learnt it.
okay,
school isn't gonna get me anywhere. it never will.
but outside, I get recognition, I make a difference to the lives of others not just mine.
school is the most selfish idea I've ever heard of.
outside school I mean something to society.
inside, I'm just another brick in the wall.
fyeah pink floyd.
it's 2 in the morning and no one knows I'm not going to school tomorrow.
on to math.
I just can't win, can I?
okay happy things.
yay macbook (:
friends, family and food on my table.
can't take those for granted can I.
got new songs and I love them.
that's all, my life is really that down in the dumps.
trying to stay lovely,
Vicky.
♡V
I haven't started on physics yet.
but I just wanna type her
because I'm so so so mad that I don't have time to attend ANY of the YOG games.
WASTED.
WASTED.
WASTED.
so I'm just really annoyed now and
I lost my previous semester's chinese notes,
so wtf, I gotta redo them.
and I'm choosing another issue for ARC.
WHATTHEHELL I hate ethics so bad.
ran 2.4km in 13 minutes,
and got 2 blisters along the way.
dammit my fitness is dropping.
Last March it was 10.45,
then in May it became 11.40.
and then this May it was 12.40.
and my mom has a really good explanation for it: "Did you gain weight?"
so yeah, 40kg by December or else!
anyway my day wasn't that bad.
I just don't want to mention the happy parts because I wanted to rant.
♡V
but I just wanna type her
because I'm so so so mad that I don't have time to attend ANY of the YOG games.
WASTED.
WASTED.
WASTED.
so I'm just really annoyed now and
I lost my previous semester's chinese notes,
so wtf, I gotta redo them.
and I'm choosing another issue for ARC.
WHATTHEHELL I hate ethics so bad.
ran 2.4km in 13 minutes,
and got 2 blisters along the way.
dammit my fitness is dropping.
Last March it was 10.45,
then in May it became 11.40.
and then this May it was 12.40.
and my mom has a really good explanation for it: "Did you gain weight?"
so yeah, 40kg by December or else!
anyway my day wasn't that bad.
I just don't want to mention the happy parts because I wanted to rant.
♡V
okay I'm gonna just type a bit here then head on to my first tumblr post in forever hahahahaha xD
anyways today was just "kill yourself by lining your arteries with oil" day
can bitch about this for hours,
but happy thoughts, happy thoughts, happy thoughts.
my stomach hurts right now even though I just ate
recently it's been hurting a lot,
but meh hopefully it's just a tapeworm my mom fed me
so it eats eats eats up everything in my stomach and I slim down
I don't know.
handing in my ARC journal tomorrow
and I feel sad because I can't find a sense of closure from it.
I'm mad.
argh, school. but I loved this weekend :)
GMH of the Day::
I turned on my TV this afternoon to watch some football. I was confused to see one of the players with pink cleats. But then I saw another. And another. And pink gloves. And pink hats. Then I saw the huge pink ribbons on the goal posts. All these huge, imposing men showing their support of breast cancer awareness for the women in their lives GMH.
♡V
anyways today was just "kill yourself by lining your arteries with oil" day
can bitch about this for hours,
but happy thoughts, happy thoughts, happy thoughts.
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| hahahahaha I love this :D |
recently it's been hurting a lot,
but meh hopefully it's just a tapeworm my mom fed me
so it eats eats eats up everything in my stomach and I slim down
omg I'm desperate ain't I.
today I walked home in the dark,
and I thought about how much I miss running at night
and I really really wanna do that again
but I'm afraid.
of what I have no idea. definitely not of getting abducted.
it's a fear that comes from within y'know?
I don't know.
handing in my ARC journal tomorrow
and I feel sad because I can't find a sense of closure from it.
I'm mad.
argh, school. but I loved this weekend :)
GMH of the Day::
I turned on my TV this afternoon to watch some football. I was confused to see one of the players with pink cleats. But then I saw another. And another. And pink gloves. And pink hats. Then I saw the huge pink ribbons on the goal posts. All these huge, imposing men showing their support of breast cancer awareness for the women in their lives GMH.
did I mention that I'm joining hair for hope next year?
well now you know (:♡V
hahahahaha of course I'm overexaggerating, it's just the whiner and me doing her thang.
I think I'm starting to rely a lot on blogging again because it's the only thing I currently have besides reading that gets me away from mundane student life.
Like last time I didn't blog much because I had rehearsals to balance my student life,
and before that it was Bago and London
and before that it was tumblr.
and before that NEmation well you get what I'm getting at.
and now I've got nothing? so argh.
I'd say FML but I'm developing optimism, since that'll keep me alive slightly longer than pessimism.
and I sort of want to live, at least live long enough to have fun.
dying before graduating is just downright pathetic.
study your whole life and then die, man, that's sad.
oh my cousin's getting a doctorate. isn't that cute?
but it's quite sad since he's been studying his whole darn life.
come on, have fun!
anyway yeah I wonder how I'm gonna survive IB when I'm so buried in work
and have no time to do anything to breakaway from this.
hope to go for the London Exchange Programme EOY.
I wonder what my mom will say to that.
I'm currently organising my physics notes for the study session tomorrow (:
and Saleem replied to my email, so I can start on ARC soon.
I have to re-familiarise myself with logarithms,
and restudy Jane Eyre and Shakespeare.
will just wing unseen poems, since I'm never gonna do well on that niwaes.
haven't forgiven the idiot who stole my lit notes.
or maybe I lost it, which is impossible since I don't leave them around.
you idiot, I hope you fail finals worse than I do.
theatre's a bitch right now, it's so bloody academic.
come on, Patina Miller, Sarah Brightman and Kristin Chenoweth sure as hell didn't write essays to get where they are today.
how can writing essays determine how good you are in theatre? stupid IB shit.
yeah, I'm such a complain queen. WHATEVER.
today was actually fun.
I hope my mom makes really low-calorie food for the rest of the year,
because I'm gonna die of obesity.
I'm serious, if I don't reach 40kg by 2011 I am gonna _______.
not sure what, but it has to be a really huge punishment.
maybe do law or something, but that's too cruel.
effed up body, why can't obesity be hereditary?
then at least I can blame my parents.
right now the joke's on me.
argh need to lose the cellulite.
was trying to think of things to keep me alive in the IB years while in the shower.
S+S is gonna be too strenuous after this year, and I don't want to spend money on it.
maybe join an interest group.
anything that requires me to get off my butt and meet new people, but won't take too much of my time and brain cells.
it's gotta be something I love.
blogging isn't gonna burn the calories, so there.
oh and I was also thinking,
why do I not reveal much about myself?
after all, I want to be famous, and losing privacy is part of the fame deal,
so why do I not open up now?
gosh I'm nuts.
and my twitter and facebook is dead, but not like I'm surprised.
ain't I the saddest person in the world,
depending on cyberspace to define my social connectivity.
thank GOD literally people talk to me in school
if not I can just be a bloody zombie.
okay I'm ranting.
OKAY Jude's awesome.
I hope you're happy .___.
gonna do physics now then read then sleep.
oh anyone wants to watch Berlin 36?
wait why am I typing this, no one reads this except me OO
GMH of the Day::
Today I found out that my friend volunteers at the local soup kitchen four to five times a week. His caring and understanding GMH. What's amazing about this is that his family can't afford to feed him some nights. When I asked why he does it, he said, "All people deserve something to eat."
MLIA of the Day::
Today, on facebook I saw a page that said 'The world will not end in 2012 because Phil of the future came from 2121." MLIA
should I be happy because I get to live longer, or sad because I can't quit school now.
♡V
rants rants rants.
blogs are therapeutic really.
and I've been dead on texts this week. meh.
long week anyway.
I just wonder how much happier I'll be with instant internet access wherever and whenever.
I really need a bb/iPhone.
no idea which one I'd get, really.
macbook's coming soon. gonna get my parents to collect it for me while I attend another meeting.
meh meh meh
really annoyed with my body size now,
and my left ear got infected. dammit dammit dammit.
why can't I be a freaking size zero.
or why can't I just not have a fuglyfuglydoublechin
actually what am I talking about,
I'm never gonna be happy with my body
because I get so disgusted by fats anyway
did you know my brother and I have the same leg proportions?
so imagine how fugly they are.
argharghargh wannarexia please hit me hard.
no, I'm already wannarexic.
anorexia hit me hard please.
damned camera won't charge, something's wrong with the bloody pins.
oh did I mention that my birthday celebrations have lasted since last friday until today?
okay will narrate it since I'm so freaking bored anyway.
friday: bunch of peeps start wishing me. ohkay guys, but it's Bethea's birthday not mine.
saturday: no avocado ice cream in clementi, but the guy gave me a birthday discount anyway.
sunday: hahahahahahaha okay weird day. I'll tell you everything in person, but it was fun :)
monday: okay why the hell are you guys singing a song for me every lesson? but hahaha you guys are so cute. and thanks: :D
tuesday: uh, some really out of tune medley. you guys are funny xD
wednesday: chicago kids wished me. hahaha they're jetlagged that bad.
thursday: don't remember. but it has something to do with $$$$ :)
friday: out w wayne,hil,erica, then had a birthday dinner at Serenity. (can bitch about this for an hour)
saturday: birthday party w my dad's family. eh what the, my parents are more excited about my birthday than I am.
sunday: out w dawnnnnn :) <3 <3 oh just remembered I owe her a letter.
I'm really freaked out by the fact that we need exactly 7 hours of sleep a day.
I hope some research says it's pure and utter bullshit.
couple of you asked me why.
why, it's dead, that's why. if you wanna comment you know how to find me on facebook.or twitter.
because you totally read my blog like the bible and really really really want to get to know me.
psh yeah as if that'll ever happen to me.
how can I have as much luck as the flea I squished today, really.
all of a sudden I want to watch a film alone.
Berlin 36.
someone might offer to go with me, maybe I'll go with him/her in the end,
but I don't know why I don't mind watching it alone.
it's one of those random things I'm starting to do you know?
like how I wonder how it'd be like to wear makeup out,
or to cheat on someone,
or to get an impulse piercing/ tattoo.
maybe it's that time of year when I'm just sick of everything.
sounds like everyday.
anyway if you happen to be reading this blog and you've managed to read until here,
here's a little something to say "congratulations"
actually it might be PMS, since just a few days ago I was feeling kinda fine.
stupid excuse though.
I need a psychiatrist bad, before I kill myself.
GMH of the Day::
I asked my 3 year old daughter if she wanted to help people when she grows up. She replied, "But, mommy, I can do that now." She gathered all her old toys and asked me to donate it to less-fortunate children. Her intelligence and compassion GMH
okay I just read some GMH about gays and lesbians and wtf guys.
why do we have to accept people because their gay?
it shouldn't even be an issue of acceptance.
it's not a sickness or a disability you retards, they're just like us. they're not different at all.
so stop mentioning how it's so nice of people to accept them GLBT peeps because that's what we should be doing anyway.
sometimes I just feel like being a total lesbian to elicit a shock out of my community.
but that would be a total insult to the GLBT crew, because this isn't a choice. it's a way of life.
now shut up and move on.
okay I'm sorry.
go to sleep.
♡V
blogs are therapeutic really.
so freaking annoyed because I planned to do my IHessay and then realised I left all my notes in school
and shucks it's due this tuesday so I can't pop by school to take it.
can't borrow it from kirts either since she'll need the notes to do it as well
I think I'll just screw the physics convention and do IH. dangitdangitdangit.
and I've been dead on texts this week. meh.
long week anyway.
I just wonder how much happier I'll be with instant internet access wherever and whenever.
I really need a bb/iPhone.
no idea which one I'd get, really.
macbook's coming soon. gonna get my parents to collect it for me while I attend another meeting.
meh meh meh
I think I'm gonna forget Ben's birthday.
then I'll feel bad, since he was the first to wish me on mine.
then again he has a thousand friends, he probably won't be expecting one from me anyways.
I wonder how things are with him, really.
yeah I know I sound like such a stalker right.
but really I do.
doesn't matter how close I am to people I just end up thinking like that.
including the chicago kids, barely mixed with them.
yeah, I'm an absolute loner. actually I just didn't wanna seem as fake as S. so there.
just wondering how's life on your side yknow?
unless if you're Dawn then well too bad, since I've been separated from you since forever anyway.
and we just met up a few hours ago.
hahaha no I love you bff (: and shucks just remembered I owe you a letter.
really annoyed with my body size now,
and my left ear got infected. dammit dammit dammit.
why can't I be a freaking size zero.
or why can't I just not have a fuglyfuglydoublechin
actually what am I talking about,
I'm never gonna be happy with my body
because I get so disgusted by fats anyway
did you know my brother and I have the same leg proportions?
so imagine how fugly they are.
argharghargh wannarexia please hit me hard.
no, I'm already wannarexic.
anorexia hit me hard please.
told you I was ranting.
damned camera won't charge, something's wrong with the bloody pins.
I want to watch glee but the bloody video isn't working.
great, internet, which is my only source of media entertainment, chooses to fail on me.
oh did I mention that my birthday celebrations have lasted since last friday until today?
okay will narrate it since I'm so freaking bored anyway.
friday: bunch of peeps start wishing me. ohkay guys, but it's Bethea's birthday not mine.
saturday: no avocado ice cream in clementi, but the guy gave me a birthday discount anyway.
sunday: hahahahahahaha okay weird day. I'll tell you everything in person, but it was fun :)
monday: okay why the hell are you guys singing a song for me every lesson? but hahaha you guys are so cute. and thanks: :D
tuesday: uh, some really out of tune medley. you guys are funny xD
wednesday: chicago kids wished me. hahaha they're jetlagged that bad.
thursday: don't remember. but it has something to do with $$$$ :)
friday: out w wayne,hil,erica, then had a birthday dinner at Serenity. (can bitch about this for an hour)
saturday: birthday party w my dad's family. eh what the, my parents are more excited about my birthday than I am.
sunday: out w dawnnnnn :) <3 <3 oh just remembered I owe her a letter.
I received the least gifts this year but oddly enough I don't feel meh about it.
I actually like this year's "celebration"
but really, if you plan a seventeenth party for me, please don't make it corny.
there's something about birthdays that I really can't stand besides the out of key singing, and that's the fact that it's DELIBERATE.
that's how you spell it right.
I'm really freaked out by the fact that we need exactly 7 hours of sleep a day.
I hope some research says it's pure and utter bullshit.
I had ICCcuppacino, chocolatehersheys and kinderbueno today.
then popcorn and a chino.
wtf? wtf was I thinking? why the hell did I eat all that?
I wasn't even hungry wtf!
youseeladiesandgentlement that's why I hate myself.
haaha got rid of the tagboard.
couple of you asked me why.
why, it's dead, that's why. if you wanna comment you know how to find me on facebook.or twitter.
because you totally read my blog like the bible and really really really want to get to know me.
psh yeah as if that'll ever happen to me.
how can I have as much luck as the flea I squished today, really.
and all I'm thinking now is: dislobtdam.
all of a sudden I want to watch a film alone.
Berlin 36.
someone might offer to go with me, maybe I'll go with him/her in the end,
but I don't know why I don't mind watching it alone.
it's one of those random things I'm starting to do you know?
like how I wonder how it'd be like to wear makeup out,
or to cheat on someone,
or to get an impulse piercing/ tattoo.
maybe it's that time of year when I'm just sick of everything.
sounds like everyday.
anyway if you happen to be reading this blog and you've managed to read until here,
here's a little something to say "congratulations"
stupid excuse though.
I need a psychiatrist bad, before I kill myself.
GMH of the Day::
I asked my 3 year old daughter if she wanted to help people when she grows up. She replied, "But, mommy, I can do that now." She gathered all her old toys and asked me to donate it to less-fortunate children. Her intelligence and compassion GMH
okay I just read some GMH about gays and lesbians and wtf guys.
why do we have to accept people because their gay?
it shouldn't even be an issue of acceptance.
it's not a sickness or a disability you retards, they're just like us. they're not different at all.
so stop mentioning how it's so nice of people to accept them GLBT peeps because that's what we should be doing anyway.
sometimes I just feel like being a total lesbian to elicit a shock out of my community.
but that would be a total insult to the GLBT crew, because this isn't a choice. it's a way of life.
now shut up and move on.
okay I'm sorry.
go to sleep.
♡V
my official thinspiration is still Mary-Kate Olsen.
can't find the nice picture of her in the blue dress though.
her body was really ugly then, somehow I still don't like it,
but oddly enough I look at the other awesomer bodies and I still choose Mary-Kate.
I think I'm self destructive?
aergerhanauganrlguanrwannarexicaergapirupaieuv
no more mood to do homework.
still incredibly hung up from 2 weeks ago /:
and well it's officially over but I'm still incredibly hung up about it
I mean as much as I didn't like rehearsals, I still wanted to go as well
yet I didn't want to but I liked it?
what am I talking about?
I'm sick of LaSalle, but I still miss it.
I can't walk near it or go to redhill or be anywhere near the arts house
without thinking about it
and dang it, dang it dang it,
it's depressing.
oh yeah, I quit tumblr because it's depressing.
but if you really want it:
therainbowacademy.tumblr.com
and my mom says some people are just born to have big legs
and we can't change our bodies.
explain anorexics then.
explain Nicole Richie.
ughsthestearjealousyasergoanegro
how can you not like this song?
or the arrangement of the video, at least.
I think the piano is really creative.
as much as I love Gaga, this piano beats hers.
not gonna talk about my birthday,
the "celebration" has already lasted for 5 days hahahahaha
best thing is I didn't even have to lift a hand xD
oh and it's gonna continue until Monday ;D
funny sweet sixteenth.
♡V
can't find the nice picture of her in the blue dress though.
her body was really ugly then, somehow I still don't like it,
but oddly enough I look at the other awesomer bodies and I still choose Mary-Kate.
I think I'm self destructive?
aergerhanauganrlguanrwannarexicaergapirupaieuv
no more mood to do homework.
still incredibly hung up from 2 weeks ago /:
and well it's officially over but I'm still incredibly hung up about it
I mean as much as I didn't like rehearsals, I still wanted to go as well
yet I didn't want to but I liked it?
what am I talking about?
I'm sick of LaSalle, but I still miss it.
I can't walk near it or go to redhill or be anywhere near the arts house
without thinking about it
and dang it, dang it dang it,
it's depressing.
oh yeah, I quit tumblr because it's depressing.
but if you really want it:
therainbowacademy.tumblr.com
and my mom says some people are just born to have big legs
and we can't change our bodies.
explain anorexics then.
explain Nicole Richie.
ughsthestearjealousyasergoanegro
how can you not like this song?
or the arrangement of the video, at least.
I think the piano is really creative.
as much as I love Gaga, this piano beats hers.
not gonna talk about my birthday,
the "celebration" has already lasted for 5 days hahahahaha
best thing is I didn't even have to lift a hand xD
oh and it's gonna continue until Monday ;D
funny sweet sixteenth.
♡V