Just feeling alone.
Just feeling like I really really want to cry.
I must have done something to deserve this.
And all of a sudden I'm not good enough.
Fuck you panic attacks fuck you.
♡V
Monday, October 19, 2015
I feel the anxiety attack coming on.
Not tonight, okay? Not tonight.
Doing breathing exercises
Maybe it's just the fact that I haven't been out of the house in 3 days
Maybe I need to ride a swing somewhere
Maybe I need to talk to someone whom I really love
Maybe I'm stressed about the independent project
Maybe I don't trust Adam
I'm feeling better now
Because my problems and worries have solutions and I recognise that
♡V
Saturday, October 17, 2015
I don't remember your first number anymore
Soon I won't remember the second
And then I won't remember any of you but the worst of your words
♡V
I would have loved to say goodnight to you every single night
But you've already found someone else to fill that position
♡V
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? currently where I live, 3
12. What was your last dream about? it was really weird. My brother and sister and I trying to get cheap Japanese food from Clarke Quay while there was a flood happening? Pretty crazy.
13. What talents do you have? lol
14. Are you psychic in any way? yes and I can see ghosts
15. Favorite song? right now Oblivion by Bastille is in my head
16. Favorite movie? Berlin 39, maybe?
17. Who would be your ideal partner? aw mate,
18. Do you want children? never
19. Do you want a church wedding? maybe
20. Are you religious? nope
21. Have you ever been to the hospital? yes
22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? no
23. Have you ever met any celebrities? drank with Kevin Spacey, friends with Katie Leung. Pretty awesome.
24. Baths or showers? showers
25. What color socks are you wearing? no socks
26. Have you ever been famous? oh I wish
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? hells yeah
28. What type of music do you like? most kinds
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? hahaha no
30. How many pillows do you sleep with? 3
31. What position do you usually sleep in? foetal I think, it changes a lot
32. How big is your house? lol what does 'big' mean
33. What do you typically have for breakfast? hot chocolate
34. Have you ever fired a gun? yup
35. Have you ever tried archery? yup
36. Favorite clean word? bubbles
37. Favorite swear word? yer a wee fanny
38. What's the longest you've ever gone without sleep? 36 hours I think
39. Do you have any scars? yeah ):
40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? I think so
41. Are you a good liar? no ;)
42. Are you a good judge of character? sigh
43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? I try
44. Do you have a strong accent? it's fucking weird that's what it is
45. What is your favorite accent? Australian
♡V
you take me to a very dark place, but I love the light.
♡V
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