you have no idea how I feel now, and even if you did, you wouldn't understand
but maybe you'll ask, and maybe I'll tell you, and maybe I'll try to explain, but it won't matter because you'll get angry, because you don't understand
but maybe you'll ask, and maybe I'll tell you, and maybe I'll try to explain, but it won't matter because you'll get angry, because you don't understand
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Literature fucking sucks.
I haven't been on tumblr thanks to literature
I haven't slept properly thanks to literature
I haven't eaten properly thanks to literature
I haven't felt happy thanks to literature
I haven't felt good about life thanks to literature.
I want to do my work, then I think of how useless it'll be because Dr. Ng will just tell me how bad I am, and I think, what's the use. What's the use.
I need motivation.
I need Dr. Ng telling me that it WILL get better.
Hate grades.
I haven't been on tumblr thanks to literature
I haven't slept properly thanks to literature
I haven't eaten properly thanks to literature
I haven't felt happy thanks to literature
I haven't felt good about life thanks to literature.
I want to do my work, then I think of how useless it'll be because Dr. Ng will just tell me how bad I am, and I think, what's the use. What's the use.
I need motivation.
I need Dr. Ng telling me that it WILL get better.
Hate grades.
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Words, Wide Night by Carol Ann Duffy
Somewhere on the other side of this wide night
and the distance between us, I am thinking of you.
The room is turning slowly away from the moon.
This is pleasurable. Or shall I cross that out and say
it is sad? In one of the tenses I singing
an impossible song of desire that you cannot hear.
La lala la. See? I close my eyes and imagine the dark hills I would have to cross
to reach you. For I am in love with you
and this is what it is like or what it is like in words.
and the distance between us, I am thinking of you.
The room is turning slowly away from the moon.
This is pleasurable. Or shall I cross that out and say
it is sad? In one of the tenses I singing
an impossible song of desire that you cannot hear.
La lala la. See? I close my eyes and imagine the dark hills I would have to cross
to reach you. For I am in love with you
and this is what it is like or what it is like in words.
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that alert?
hahaha fucking awesome.
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hah, awesome.
everything he says to me, he's said to others before.
Why do I do this to myself,
I have no fucking clue.
everything he says to me, he's said to others before.
Why do I do this to myself,
I have no fucking clue.
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