"each door you open a decision you've made
but you'll find there's often a price to be paid"
have I typed that before?
Crap, it's almost 3, I'm still awake
and my dad just came home.
I'm in trouble D:
.
.
.
.
.
.
phew. he entered his room without checking into mine.
I bet he's freaking tired.
gah.
I hate seeing my dad tired, it puts me on a guilt trip everytime
like how he works his nuts off to support us
and I end up wasting the cash.
suicidal?
not that.
that's stupid.
why would I kill myself and have all the cash spent on me go to waste?
and I haven't even started living my life yet.
and I'm so lazy, I wouldn't bother to carry anything out.
I'm such a loser I can't even kill myself xD
anyways, I think it's PMS.
I've been feeling bleahs lately
like very bleahs.
add it to results and everything
aiyo.
but I just finished packing my table
it's half past 3
and I feel like I've got some control over my life now
yay, I don't feel so disgusted anymore.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FERG :D
great having you around (:'
jen enjoyed it.
Song of the Day::
I don't know this song, but it's the first one I saw so I clicked on it OO
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on the radio-oh-oh
on the radio-oh-oh
I heart Regina Spektor!
I infected my own wound today. stupid me.
and I was about to make ferg a birthday present but he changed his display picture so too bad I can't make anything nice for him
but I'm gonna feel freaking bad about it
so now I don't know what to do
because I'm pretty sure what I had in mind is like the PERFECT present.
ahhhh cheesedogs.
well he and I, I think he sort of doesn't like me.
I don't really care much actually
but dang, it's his birthday, and he deserves something.
I'm a host.
my dad finished all of last night's dinner.
I finished all of today's fish.
I'm brilliant :D
my dad's.... weird xD
teehee~
I wished my godma happy birthday a day earlier.
what the hell, since I was 8 my mom has been telling me my godmother's birthday is on 28 Oct, and I've always wished her on 28 I'm sure
and today I wish her and she tells me I'm one day early
darn I've been cheated my whole childhood.
D:
what kind of goddaughter doesn't know her godmother's birthday? D:
sorry godma.
but my godfather's birthday is 8 nov.
I'm very sure.
if it's not on 8 november I'm shaving bald immediately.
I suddenly thought that Felicity is a nice name
but it sounds medical
or pretty chemical.
something ruby said. I forgot.
rantings, yeah.
Song of the Day::
love this song to the maxxxxxxx.
&& oh, I love Year 3 theatre to the maxxxxx too (:
Labels: birthdays, boom box, felicity, food, regina spektor
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I ran out of shampoo today.
thanks mom, glad to know you're taking really good care of our cleanliness.
._________.
So I dug around and found some hotel shampoo.
and used it, duh.
I smell like my dad now.
Weird.
*sniffs self*
I think my dad secretly uses hotel shampoo.
Or maybe his dang soap company gathers hotel shampoo
and pours all of 'em into a huge bottle
and sells it as normal shampoo
which my dad buys
and uses
thus having me smell JUST. LIKE. HIM.
peeyoo.
okay my dad doesn't stink
but it's weird smelling like your dad.
I rather have my own distinct smell
like johnson & johnson's or something.
Like my mom has this special soap
that reacts with her sweat to smell like green tea.
gross, but hey,
my mom smells like green tea.
:D
anyways my brother has smaller legs than I.
UNFAIR,
he's MALE, and SPORTY.
eats and does sports more than I.
I should have nicer legs
than annoying LOGS as support.
someone's out to drive me to suicide.
dangit.
ooh, Ministry of Food if HEAVENLY.
especially the zenzai stuff above 8P
okay I knew about MOF long ago
but only recently did my craving just kerpow.
pretty expensive though :/
so yeah.
I shouldn't be eating at all D:
Song of the Day::
this song just wouldn't get out of my head.
which is kinda weird, since the song in my head now is
Consequence of Sound (:
really amazing songs <3
Labels: green tea, johnson and johnson's, ministry of food, regina spektor, shampoo, the streets
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God is good. Despite my badcrap results which proves that I have no intelligence, I am still blessed with sense to know that suicide is NOT WORTH IT.
My life could end now.
Or now.
Or now.
You'd never know, would you?
and it's not like I'm gonna kill myself after having invested all that dough in me.
I've got debts to clear.
And yes, God, I was being bloody sarcastic about being blessed.
TAKE THAT YOU HIGHER BEING.
You might be great but if you can't give me some greatness then it doesn't really do much does it.
Money not spent isn't really useful is it.
Sheesh.
I'm not the only dying, you just dragged everyone else down.
My life could end now.
Nawh I'm still here.
What are you living for?
Anyways, I can't believe I posted that about him.
I'm pretty sure I never saw him that way.
Ahhhhh, he's an idiot :D
Song of the Day::
"and all I need is you
hurry I'm falling I'm falling..."
My life could end now.
Labels: god, nickelback, saving me, suicide
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i woke up this morning
feeling kinda blue
and I stumbled out of bed
and dragged my feet across the room
right outside my doorstep
was a rose and a note that said
"SOMEBODY LOVES YOU"
>.<>.<>.<>.<>.<>.<>.<>.<><
God don't drag them along, take me alone.
they are the best in the world
and the worst
but they're all I've got
the string is frayed.
are you gonna snip the last strand off?
I would've cried
but I didn't
I'm not giving in.
noob.
FRAGILE.
coz we are broken
Song of the Day::
coz he pissed the shit outta me
so this song is gonna piss the shit outta EVERYONE.
Labels: angel in disguise, corinne may, miley cyrus, party in the usa
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chemistry?
CHEMISTRY?
they ask me why I HAD no chemistry with him?
Well, I'm sorry, but as professional as we get,
do remember the fact that he
DOESN'T
LIKE
ME.
Nope, not as a friend at all.
so well, screwed up but hey.
&& dammit,
they thought her character work was REAL.
they thought she REALLY meant it,
and they almost failed me for that.
AH WHAT THE HECK.
this sucks.
there goes my oneymay.
dribble.
but I don't blame anyone.
I mean, not their fault I have a stone heart
and they were trying to help me
and screwed me up along the way.
really.
I'm just terrible D:
she has really beautiful eyes
(it's makeup, but HECK,
even with makeup I look FUGLY.
FUGLIER.)
Song of the Day::
isn't it ironic, don't you think :/
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CHEMISTRY?
they ask me why I HAD no chemistry with him?
Well, I'm sorry, but as professional as we get,
do remember the fact that he
DOESN'T
LIKE
ME.
Nope, not as a friend at all.
so well, screwed up but hey.
&& dammit,
they thought her character work was REAL.
they thought she REALLY meant it,
and they almost failed me for that.
AH WHAT THE HECK.
this sucks.
there goes my oneymay.
dribble.
but I don't blame anyone.
I mean, not their fault I have a stone heart
and they were trying to help me
and screwed me up along the way.
really.
I'm just terrible D:
she has really beautiful eyes
(it's makeup, but HECK,
even with makeup I look FUGLY.
FUGLIER.)
Song of the Day::
isn't it ironic, don't you think :/
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I WATCHED THE CHANGELING TODAY :D
couldn't go for Manasa's party coz I was sick.
couldn't go for 500 days coz jen's supposed to treat me :D
it sucks to be at home all day
with nothing to do
except tutor your brother who refuses to put in effort
actually it isn't so bad unless you consider the
weather
physical state i'm in (all sorts)
pms
amount of food I eat coz of that
and boredom
my mom wonders why i don't exercise.
I NEED AIRCON.
ooh, my a/c is fixed. no more drippy drip.
and I didn't know my toilet seat cracked OO
got replaced a few days ago.
Changeling's a really nice show
I rarely see AJ un-assassin-like.
can't wait to watch seven pounds and the pursuit of happyness (:
HOLIDAY PLANS
1. Museum Trips
2. Learn French :D
3. Get a Job
4. MOVIES!!!
5. Scrapbooking
6. Exercise :/
7. Watch a Theatre show.
8. NEmation
9. BFF week?
10. NO FRIGGING IDEA.
help me complete my list! (:
Song of the Day::
Labels: angelina jolie, changeling, fat, holiday, pursuit of happyness, seven pounds
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ohno-ohno-ohno God please bless me this time.
Coz I need it, I really do, and I know you see it.
Just help help help help help <3
"When? Sometimes I talk to God out loud and ask him all sorts of crazy questions because I know he has a plan. I know there's a purpose to all this. There's gotta be, right? I just want to understand it."
I just saw this picture of an anorexic woman, and her boobs are bigger than mine.
D:
not fairrrrr hey, you can't have everything in the world k, you wanna be bones go be bones all the way.
some people actually need some meat here :/
but she's recovering, so yay her <3
okay so I took a tablet for body ache and fever a few hours ago even though I was pretty sure I had none of those.
now my knee's kinda hurting, and I'm feeling a little dizzy... :/
mom can we like, say yes?
coz I know it's a lot of money
but think of the doors it'll open for me
and I can pay you back one day.
:/
even though I'm not very religious or whatever,
I think I'm a strong believer somehow
coz even though I'm open to different perceptions
I can get very defensive.
yeah.
so erm, that's good I think (:
Gossip Girl isn't playing for me anymore.
NICHOLAS HELP HELP PLEASE!!!!!!! D:
And there are no bad characters in GG
they've been terribly misunderstood.
<3
JENGOHCONVERTED!!!YAYhahahahaJEN
Song of the Day::
i'm sorry i'm fat and you guys can't see it :(
Labels: anorexia, god, gossip girl, haha
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"ACCOMPLISHED" is the girl who can fix her study desk's lightbulb without asking her dad for help :D
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yup, my very own star.
We're all so
We're on the line
We're all
We're all [oh]
We're wasted, no no no
We're all wasted
We're wasted, no no
We're all wasted
yup, still hooked on that song.
I actually like today(:
except for dinner, which almost totally sucked.
but I like today(:
gossip girl is so not loading D:
anyways I made this and it seems kinda cute (:but I don't know what to do with this so...
anyone wants to buy it? (:
it's 70 cents but I could turn it into a magnet for a dollar (:
haha
Song of the Day::
Labels: jay sean, jay-z, rihanna, star, wooden peg
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I suddenly felt like eating chicken.
not any kind, but steamed chicken
the type which comes in ginseng soup I think.
sorry kirts xD
I lost my beauty sleep D:
long break, but no break.
I need a job.
Wasted is getting to me, hopefully it'll overwhelm me and make me feel again (:
ooh ooh ooh, I'm watching GOSSIP GIRL AGAIN!!!!!! :D <3<3<3<3<3
Love this image to bits
like whoopdeedoo
Chace Crawford is hawttt
Penn Badgley is kinda cute (only his character's personality, his face doesn't really make it)
Ed Westwick is AHHHHHHHHH~~!!!!!! ;D
Song of the Day::
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(click to enlarge)
it's pretty out of season
but I so freaking want this shoe!!!!!!
anybody wants to buy it for meeeeeeee? ;D
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it's pretty out of season
but I so freaking want this shoe!!!!!!
anybody wants to buy it for meeeeeeee? ;D
Labels: alexander mcqueen, mary jane, mihara, puma, pumps, rudolf dassler, sergio rossi, sneaker
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this song means the most right now.
Lyrics
find the song, plug in your headphones, max volume, and lose yourself.
it's too late.
this song's the last attachment to Anna I've got.
♥.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
ASHER BOOK!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I liked him before Fame,
LOVE him now.
omg, I've been lured into fan-dom.
I don't really like it, but asher is. wow.
*gushgushgush*
you ask why I don't want a boyfriend,
why,
if I switch "idols" so fast,
boyfriends would be faster
since they're nowhere near idol-status.
it's not fair.
jealousssssss
jealousssssss
of the people in fame.
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Lyrics
find the song, plug in your headphones, max volume, and lose yourself.
it's too late.
this song's the last attachment to Anna I've got.
♥.
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
ASHER BOOK!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I liked him before Fame,
LOVE him now.
*gushgushgush*
you ask why I don't want a boyfriend,
why,
if I switch "idols" so fast,
boyfriends would be faster
since they're nowhere near idol-status.
it's not fair.
jealousssssss
jealousssssss
of the people in fame.
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Are you afraid of losing the last person you talked to?
Erm, if you mean face-to-face
well, that's TUMI, housekeepers come and go, so kinda sad?
(I have a hard heart, hard question to answer)
Is anything bothering you?
Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
honestly, at this very moment it's none other than ASHER BOOK
*gush gush gush*
Are you missing anyone?
What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
dammit, I'm gonna wake up late tomorrow.
Have you made any new regrets this year?
NEW regrets? hahaha I think so, but they aren't regretful enough for me to remember.
I regret eating a lot and not exercising, but it happens every year.
doesn't count.
Whens the last time you had a headache?
when I had to study for IHSS and just freaking bonked out.
Is anyone else in the room with you?
I wanted to type THE ORPHAN but what the heck I'm shrouded in darkness now.
Erm, God's in this room.
Amen <3
Who was the last person you had a conversation with on the phone?
My mom.
to get milk and bread. great bonding.
How do you feel right now?
fattttttt. but ah heck whatever, not like that's ever gonna change D:
Would you rather date someone with a British accent or an Irish accent?
BRITISH. BRIT-freaking-ISH. (Sister you get JRhysMeyer, I get Tom FELTON!!!!! <3)
Would you ever get a tattoo?
Rooba seems to be the only awesome friend who remembers that I want a monkey.
oh, I decided on the image behind my ear: a keyhole! or a volume control, whatever.
Is there anything that you are craving for right now?
to eat? nawwwwh.
to use? time-turner. real bad.
What are you most anxious/excited for?
getting talent spotted (:
Whats your favorite drink?
water or chinese green tea. ain't that... weird? xD
headlines: hyper-kid takes green tea.
Would you be able to date someone who doesn't make you laugh?
no idea, as long as he's rich and doesn't bother me.
if he makes me laugh, well, divorce would be awkward.
What was the first thing you thought of this morning?
great, awesome, I'm late for school.
awwh my breath stinks bloody hell.
What were you doing at 7:00 am?
waiting for my dad.
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
6. max.
Do you know anyone who has been arrested?
yeah, and some of them are FAMILY xD
as in FAMMMMMIIIIIILLLEEYYYYYYY
If you could go back in time, how far back would you go?
2003. It's the latest I can ask for.
Whats the one thing you do when you're mad?
it depends on the location, but you can barely tell I'm mad.
How do you feel about your hair right now?
it's... retarded.
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
my mom.
she wore it out, and I use it as peejays xD
Last person who told you things were going to be okay?
Kirti. Can you believe it.
What's something you really want right now, be honest?
to be skinny and tall and rich and famous.
Do you sometimes wonder what the world would be like without you?
can't answer that, but I love this quote:
you might mean nothing to the world, but you mean the world to someone.
<3
Do you eat candy daily?
no that's freaking suicide. have you seen my body type?!
When you were in elementary school, did you change best friends a lot?
neh, just stuck to one ol' donkey. ;D
Last thing you touched not computer-related?
my water bottle!!!!
sweet sweet hydrogen oxide.
Does the song you're currently listening to remind you of anyone specific?
I'm not listening to anything,
but I'm thinking of "Wake Up Call"
and it reminds me of my dad and how he got me late for school D:
Last beverage you had?
water, oh, sweet liquid down me throaty.
Other than surveying, what are you doing right now?
trying to get cephas out of his miserable shithole coz he's being a total loser about it.
take that, JAPANESE.
Does it annoy you when people say they'll call but never do?
no, I usually forget that they have to call me anyways.
(except if they had to call for something IMPORTANT... they die.)
Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
at the same time xD
What did you do today?
oohooohooh today was such a brilliant day I'll blog about it some other time (:
ASHER BOOK, I HEART YOU!!!!
Have you ever brushed your teeth while in the shower?
yeah, it's fun! :D
Have you ever had stitches?
surgical or what?
yeah I've had un-surgical ones.
Have you ever run over an animal?
the bird popped, the iguana, the cat, the rat, yeah a lot.
Where's your favorite place to be?
Mandura.
First thing that came to my mind.
Who was the last person to give you a ride somewhere?
my dad I think.
yeah I think it's him.
A ride home (:
love it.
Do you believe what goes around comes around?
KARMA? heck yeah.
Song of the Day::
Ok Tamina, I admit he's kinda cute :D
but ASHER BOOK is my number 1 now (:
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thanks to
the stupid song is running through my head.
all the things she said
all the things she said
running through my head
running through my head
all the things she said
the stupid song choice award goes to...
Miley Cyrus --> The Climb.
GAWDDAMMEET.
and it's not just a phrase, the entire freaking song
from the first second to the last is playing
like a broken record
and it's so broken that the stanzas are mixed up too.
WTB.
gurrrrrrrrh.
tomorrow's gonna be spastickckckckckck
coz I haven't studied
but Mz Wang said
either you know or you don't
and I don't
so I'm gonna pray.
Dad: Don't come in, I'm ______.
V: I don't want to come in, my light has a problem.
D: Wait wait wait I'll go check it out.
V: MY LIGHT HAS A PROBLEM, JUST SO YOU KNOW!!!
(goes to room. Dad enters room.)
D: Which light?
V: Study light.
D: uh-oh, it's about to blow up.
V: blow up?
D: Blow out.
V: OO
D: that means it's gonna stop working real soon. Don't use it then.
V: but I need to use it, I have to study!
D: Well don't use it as much as you can, if not you'll go blind.
V: OO
D: haha nah you won't you'll just get giddy or something. I'll change the light with your brother's if it blows up.
V: ._____.
D: Out.
V: Your wood is rotting by the way!
Song of the Day::
argh blardy hell what else xD
I'm supergirl.
damn, my light is flickering like freaking THE HOSTEL.
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was listening to Cry by Kelly Clarkson
and reading PostSecrets
all of a sudden everything clicked
I had this feeling wash over me
like all the shit in the sender's lives were okay again.
now I'm listening to (well, read below)
and it matches the whole thing too.
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Now playing: Kelly Clarkson - If No One Will Listen
500 Days of Summer, I'm watching it.
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and reading PostSecrets
all of a sudden everything clicked
I had this feeling wash over me
like all the shit in the sender's lives were okay again.
now I'm listening to (well, read below)
and it matches the whole thing too.
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Now playing: Kelly Clarkson - If No One Will Listen
500 Days of Summer, I'm watching it.
Labels: 500 days of summer, cry, Joseph Gordon-Levitt, kelly clarkson, post secrets, Zooey Deschanel
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a passion for revision.
________________________
Hey guys!I cut my hair:
isn't it nice? ;D
teehee~
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I don't think you guys should be doing this at all.
There's no such thing as bad scripts, only bad actors.
Playwrights write personal stuff, RESPECT IT.
If you don't believe in the script but you HAVE to do it,
well,
that's when your acting skill comes in.
Anyways, once the director steps in the playwright can't say anything.
HE knows that SHE has a different vision.
Be professional, gawd.
You're gonna tear us apart if you have to have things your way.
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Today's GREAT!!!!
I think I danced off all the rocky road I had yesterday ;D
YAY happy happy happy
my body's probably gonna hurt tomorrow though :/
DAWN DAWN 2 routines for you remember!!!!!
FAME FAME FAME on TUESDAY :D :D :D :D :D
SOTA can do this too ;D
we just need cameras in our school (:
and this thought, however stupid, feels me with so much hope
if only for 5 minutes.
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DAMMIT.
Mark Indelicato.
Brother of Ugly Betty.
Dammit.
He's 15. Dammit he's 15.
What the hell am I doing with my life?
5 minutes, I told you D:
Song of the Day::
Labels: asher book, fame, paramore, ugly betty
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HEY GUYS!!! IT'S MARIEL'S BIRTHDAY!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETHEART! <3
(poor you, chinese and bio on your birthday. but you'll kick butt :))
this is gonna be a very normal post.
that means it rarely happens here (:
anyways.
I woke up on time, thank God (literally) but my dad didn't, so I went to school on my own.
It's a great walk, and a great train ride, and I caught schoolbus, so yay me :D
chinese test.
I know it's easy, I'm just not sure if I'll do well.
physics test.
I finished 45 minutes early.
which means I took half the time (and slight more) to complete the entire paper.
I.AM.VERY.VERY.WORRIED.:/
went with hil to see deb to get the noh workshop form.
dammit, I'm on the waiting list.
so close yet so far.
gah.
bus ride home was really funny
Kirti & Hil & I just wouldn't stop talking about random stuff,
mainly cactus (ah, love the cactus :))
Hil taught me how to play a song today (:
I really heart the song Hil, thanks so much!!!
It was really fun, and I'm a lousy teacher, but whatevs, it was fun :D
hahahaha Hil you're great at it, you know!!!
Anyways, here's the song::
(Hil, sorry dear, I don't think he's hot :/)
&&&&&& OHOHOHOHOH!!!! HIL I CAN PLAY THE SONG BY HEART!!!!! :D :D :D
just working on speed now (:
ate a lot. yup, stab myself why don't I D:
juicy gossip with hil on the way to the busstop ;}
returned home and ate more. suicide. suicide. sieweecydddddddddde.
took a bath and watched Harold & Kumar.Escaping from Guantanamo Bay.
WITH MY PARENTS!!!!!!
xD
yeah, they are buck awesome.
Dad: Eh, get out you're too young.
Mom: Why? She's old enough whut.
Me: Ya, think I've never seen one before? I study bio.
Mom: *scoff scoff* you study bio?
Me: Did. Studied.
Dad: So what?
Me: Reproduction.
Dad: That's different from sex. Ahh, just keep quiet and watch.
hahahahahahaha:Dtheyareawesomeawesomeawesome
then I was about to sleep
but I realised that today was pretty blog-worthy somehow, so I'm posting :D
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Today was supposed to be my DEstress day,
so like:
go school
take exam
come home
eat lunch
bathe
sleep
sleep
sleep like pig
wake up
eat dinner
puke
haha gotcha there
i don't puke
then sleep again
long day tomorrow :/
HILARY YOU DISRUPTED MY PLANS, HOW DARE YOU?!?!?!?!
Grrrrr....
Rawrrr....
hahaha, just kidding dearie, I enjoyed every minute with you (:
bytheway I think this girl got it spot on
except that she plays the right notes on double xD
tell me what you think k (:
Song of the Day::
still thinking of whether to close the blog or not.
Labels: amelie, chinese, french, guantanamo, harold, kumar, physics, piano, yann tiersen
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ohohoh, and I've been watching the movie trailers non-stop to motivate me.
&& I wanted to make this a new post coz this is my 300th one :D
<3
still wondering whether to close this blog or not.
hopefully I can focus during theatre tomorrow.
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Now playing: Owl City - Hot Air Balloon
I'll be out of my mind
in the afternoon with a cold hot air balloon. <3
my sister's in france, lucky pig.
I'm stuck with EOYS.
hahaha shishturh, I'm using your desk as my makeshift warehouse
&& oh, I drool on your cushion :D
bbbbbut I still want something from france *biggy eyes, biggy biggy eyes*
8)
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&& I wanted to make this a new post coz this is my 300th one :D
<3
still wondering whether to close this blog or not.
hopefully I can focus during theatre tomorrow.
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Now playing: Owl City - Hot Air Balloon
I'll be out of my mind
in the afternoon with a cold hot air balloon. <3
my sister's in france, lucky pig.
I'm stuck with EOYS.
hahaha shishturh, I'm using your desk as my makeshift warehouse
&& oh, I drool on your cushion :D
bbbbbut I still want something from france *biggy eyes, biggy biggy eyes*
8)
Labels: 300, france, owl city, trailers, warehouse
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ok so to get away from the cellulite;-
I've been spending the day revising.
yeah, it's a first for me :D
since 2pm, mugging for chem, which is my worst subject
(after physics)
(which is after chinese)
(which is after ARC)
(which is after ok well, chem is just one of my worse subjects.
and I shall be nice and thank Kirti and ZhuoDan for helping me (:
yeah, you guys are awesome.
and to spite Saher... I LOVE YOU GUYS :D
take that, bee-yotch! ;}
ok, funfact (not very, but it's a break from chem)
Kirti & ZhuoDan are 2 friends I never thought I'd be friends with OO
yeah, ain't that... ironic?
coz I daresay we're close friends (:
[[and Saher and I are strangers]]
hahaha, burn again!
whatever,
I'm having a slight headache, not used to studying that intensively.
even IHSS camp wasn't that bad OO
pretty dizzy.
I plan to sleep at 2300 --> 1.5 hours from now.
hopefully.
hopefully.
hopefully
hopefullzzzzzzzzz.
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Now playing: Owl City - The Saltwater Room
(I had to resist the urge to put "Chemicals React - Aly & AJ"
I don't have the song btw.)
xoxo
wikidy
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I've been spending the day revising.
yeah, it's a first for me :D
since 2pm, mugging for chem, which is my worst subject
(after physics)
(which is after chinese)
(which is after ARC)
(which is after ok well, chem is just one of my worse subjects.
and I shall be nice and thank Kirti and ZhuoDan for helping me (:
yeah, you guys are awesome.
and to spite Saher... I LOVE YOU GUYS :D
take that, bee-yotch! ;}
ok, funfact (not very, but it's a break from chem)
Kirti & ZhuoDan are 2 friends I never thought I'd be friends with OO
yeah, ain't that... ironic?
coz I daresay we're close friends (:
[[and Saher and I are strangers]]
hahaha, burn again!
whatever,
I'm having a slight headache, not used to studying that intensively.
even IHSS camp wasn't that bad OO
pretty dizzy.
I plan to sleep at 2300 --> 1.5 hours from now.
hopefully.
hopefully.
hopefully
hopefullzzzzzzzzz.
----------------
Now playing: Owl City - The Saltwater Room
(I had to resist the urge to put "Chemicals React - Aly & AJ"
I don't have the song btw.)
xoxo
wikidy
Labels: (:, chemistry, friends, headache, revision
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you're a big fat pig.
eew.
cellulite
cellulite
cellulite
yeah, how do you like that now wilbur.
you were never anorexic,
fat people can't be anorexic.
Song of the Day::
Labels: anorexia, cellulite, fat, pig, wilbur
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I don't really care about it, but I think Ris Low deserves a chance.
Yellow Ribbon Project, remember?
And she knows her mistake, she learns from it.
What's best is she goes for the next pageant, then serves whatever term deserved after that.
Everyone stop being jealous or conceited, if you think you're so great, run for the pageant.
I would if I were tall enough ;D
Coz I speak good English hahahahahaha
Boomz.
yeah.
omg I'm getting fat, I hate you, I hate you D:
Happy Birthday Amrit <3
You look like an Ape Goddess, only difference is that you don't look like the Ape (:
See, it was meant to be a compliment, not a burn!
<3
Song of the Day::
Labels: Beauty, Fashion, Low, Miss, Pageant, Ris, Scandal, Singapore, World
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WOLE SOYINKA ROOOOOLZZZ!!!!! :D
He's so cute I totally love him!
his afro and beard is CLASSICCCCCC :D
the best thing about him is that his hair is white
but his eyes are so full of life.
I wanna be like that (if I live that long)
_____________
bleahs
finals in 36 hours, I HATE IT.
I just want more hours in a day.
not confident at all, I gotta study.
_____________
we have almost nothing in common, how did we become friends?
and opposites attract, but I have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to benefit from by being with her.
I daresay she is sort of a barrier
but hey it's nice being with her
sadly I don't have respect for her.
I do NOT look down on her, I just don't have any respect for her.
she's gonna learn the hard way.
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I'm not eating well, I'm being an absolute glutton.
I'm still proud of the 3 plates of cabbage rice, but the rest is really overboard.
Watch it, you're not anorexic, but you're really fat. I could stab you for it.
______________
everyone's watching my must-watch movies.
everyone except me.
yay me.
D:
Song of the Day::
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MY SISTER'S IN FRANCE AND I'M ABOUT TO REVISE MY BUTT OFF FOR THE FINALS.
WOAHOHOHOHOHOHKILLMEHEEHEEHEEWHYDON'TYOUOOHBOOHOOHOO.
anywayszzzzsxszsxszx
I was supposed to type something but I forgot.
ahh moving on.
So.
Finals next week, and I was supposedly confident about Chem
then I failed the mock test
so now I'm not so sure.
Other subjects are making me think twice too D:
Especially theatre
the only thing I'm in SOTA for, dOi.
I have NO FEELINGS
hard as rock OO
9 crimes make me smile, WHATTHEHELL?!
but hey, who cares about what I feel about exams, really.
moving on.
So.
the eating thing.
Well, obviously I'm not anorexic you idiots.
or bulimic.
I LOVE EATING ;D
But I'm going overboard(doesn't mean I'm gonna stop)
my dad has an awesome theory for this:
I'm a sponge.
A sponge, whether dry of soaked in water, will always remain the same size.
It gets heavier.
So I'm eating heckloads, and I'm gaining weight faster than the printing of money
but same height, same, urhm, size.
DAMN, give me some height, I pray a lot ohkay.
ooh,
one more thing;-
My sister played a song
and I thought it was nice
and she said it was by Sun Ho. ._____________.
gah.
BUY ME SOMETHING OR YOUR POSTERS GET HURTTTTT REAL BADDDDD.
Song of the Day::
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anywayszzzzsxszsxszx
I was supposed to type something but I forgot.
ahh moving on.
So.
Finals next week, and I was supposedly confident about Chem
then I failed the mock test
so now I'm not so sure.
Other subjects are making me think twice too D:
Especially theatre
the only thing I'm in SOTA for, dOi.
I have NO FEELINGS
hard as rock OO
9 crimes make me smile, WHATTHEHELL?!
but hey, who cares about what I feel about exams, really.
moving on.
So.
the eating thing.
Well, obviously I'm not anorexic you idiots.
or bulimic.
I LOVE EATING ;D
But I'm going overboard
my dad has an awesome theory for this:
I'm a sponge.
A sponge, whether dry of soaked in water, will always remain the same size.
It gets heavier.
So I'm eating heckloads, and I'm gaining weight faster than the printing of money
but same height, same, urhm, size.
DAMN, give me some height, I pray a lot ohkay.
ooh,
one more thing;-
My sister played a song
and I thought it was nice
and she said it was by Sun Ho. ._____________.
gah.
BUY ME SOMETHING OR YOUR POSTERS GET HURTTTTT REAL BADDDDD.
Song of the Day::
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