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Tuesday, December 09, 2008

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"I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading..."
-Love Story, Taylor Swift

Ok I'm not attempting to be religious now.
Not like it's gonna help anyways.
With the amount of sins I've committed,
I'm gonna have to work my butt off to get to heaven,
and life's too short for that :D

Fine I'll work, happy now.

So.
Anyways.
I'm feeling a lot better now (:
Compared to the past few months, that is.
It sucks to be a teen.
Coz of all the changes taking place
and I'm seriously having trouble coming to terms with 'em.
And my parents' suggestions aren't that helpful.
"Study harder." oh yeah, thanks for guilt-tripping me. ah-gain.
"Don't eat." sorry, love food too much.
"Learn golf." haha yea right no way on earth man~
"Get a boyfriend." when I have enough trouble already?!
"Come to church with us." I'm not waking up at 7 in the morning.
Erm, right.

Then I was cleaning my table today.
And saw a few things:
1. Young Women's Bible
2. A Notebook
3. A Workbook
And I kept them instead of throwing them away.
Why?
BEE-CUZ~...

1.
[ 0]It's a bible
[-1]That's thick
[-1]It has no pictures
[-1]It was for my sister
[-1]I have another bible
[+1]But that bible's kinda old
[+1]This bible's hardcover
[+1]Has a pink cover
[+1]Some fun stuff inside
[+1]My sister's anti-bible
[+1]I'm not
[+1]And it's for girls
Total [3pts=keep]

2.
[ 0]A bunch of verses inside
[-1]Ugly handwriting
[-1]I already have a bible
[+1]But I did it
[+1]All by myself
[+1]Throughout a period of 4 years
[+1]I feel proud of it
[+1]Reminds me of my Sunday school days
[+1]Easy future reference.
Total
[4pts=keep]

3.
[ 0]It's something about religion
[-1]I'm not even half religious
[-1]Write down God's message to me
[-1]That rarely happens
[-1]And I pray, ain't that enough?
[-1]Wasn't supposed to be mine
[-1]Rarely used
[-1]I already have 1. and 2.
[+1]The stuff I wrote is kinda funny
[+1]Kinda reminds me of stuff
[+1]There are pictures inside
[+1]And other fun stuff
[+1]I like to write
[+1]Sort of like a diary
[+1]Would be nice to read it again one day
[+1]Keeping it would be fun

Total
[1pt=keep]


So yeah.
I haven't read the bible yet.
(I tried once, couldn't pass Exodus.)
But I decided to use 2. and 3. to do a bookmark for my Aunt.
Who's going through chemo
which hurts like hell.
(no pun intended)
I'm so thoughtful, ain't I?
(:

Right.
"I'm leaving on a jet plane,
don't know when I'll be back again."
-Leaving On A Jetplane, John Denver
Ok, I lied.
I will be back on Christmas.

Song of the Day::

Hahaha, my sister likes this song,
but she loves the Dave Days version.
It's super spastic!
I can't wait to see you again!
<3


♡V