Thursday, August 06, 2009

I hope when you read this
you'll immediately know that
it's you
whom I'm talking about
and
I just wanna say that
I may still be your friend
but I'm starting to look
down
on you
for being so cheap
I'm disappointed and
everytime I think of
what you've done
I feel like I've failed
to be a good friend
a proper influence
a role model
for you to trust and listen to
and
I might still be talking
to you but
one day really
one day
when I think you've gone too far
I'll walk away and
don't bother to look back coz
I won't know
who you are
anymore
but everytime
you tell me
about your cheap escapades
I secretly feel proud
of myself
for still knowing who I am and
not being as
low as you
if you know what's good
you know what to do
I can't help you
this time.

I feel so freaking disgusted with myself everytime I eat
eew eew eew gross
I'd be anorexic and bulimic if puking didn't cause water retention
and didn't mind the fat (yes, you get more fat when you're anorexic you LOSER)
life would be so much better if I were just that bit taller
and a lot more
D:
ah wells, there's always America :/
Song of the Day::
♡V