.the 7 DEADLY SINS.
#1. Gluttony
is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.
Surprise, surprise.
I'm a pig. And I know I can control it but I don't.
It's always the "one time won't hurt" excuse that makes me so... sickening.
And that's probably the cause and caused by my other sins, which makes it one vicious cycle D:
If not for gluttony, I'm very sure my life would be twice as brilliant as it is now.
Which is not much, but a lot better I guess.
#2. Greed
is the desire for material wealth or gain. It is also called Avarice or Covetousness.
What else.
Nothing drives the real world but money.
And I've always wanted to be rich and famous and pretty and everything material.
This sin haunts me the most, though it only came around recently.
you can ask me about it, since it's a pretty long and twisted history
I don't think it's really really bad though, since I don't cheat or steal to get what I want, no stripping or whatever, and I'm not a scrooge or very miserly, I'm just really cautious about spending because I know I have the potential to be a total shopaholic.
And I don't think greed is what I have, it's more of security through material possessions. But this is still ranked second because of how large a role it plays in every single thing I do, literally.
#3. Pride
is excessive belief in one's own abilities and has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.
.
I don't think pride is the root of all my other sins.
It's this whole big idea by itself which affects me separately from the others.
I'm a Leo, the proudest of the lot.
And I don't know why I'm proud, I have nothing to feel proud of.
Fortunate, maybe, but proud? Neh.
Maybe it's a defense mechanism I depend on to diguise whatever vulnerabilities I might have, but it's not very critical in the sense that
in theatre we have to let go of ourselves and "be".
#4. Anger
is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.
Anger is bigger than Sloth and Envy because it is the root of both.
When I'm angry, I refuse to work, I become lazy, I start to eat (yes, very disgusting) and the fact that I've become like this makes me envy others more.
The worse part of my Anger is that I don't lock it in and make it disappear. It grows and it grows and I lash out all of a sudden, which makes it a lot scarier.
And then I get violent, which makes me a larger fool than I already am.
#5. Sloth
is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work.
This is actually a huge part of me, but I put it fifth since the others affect me more.
Sloth has ruined me since birth, my lack of effort in anything from education to health has made me an almost failure, and I'm sure if I had just put in a little bit more, I'd have travelled a farther distance.
Also I've been spiritually lazy. I don't pray, say grace, read the bible- in other words, I'm nowhere near faithful. And I'm blaming it on almost everything else but me.
#6. Envy
is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.
Like most people hear me say, I'd rather be anywhere but here, or anyone but me.
Sometimes I think the reason why I like green is not because of its fresh element, but because of its jealous tinge.
There's always something about everyone I'm hugely jealous of, and most of the time I don't realise it until much later. Thank God the envy works for me positively most of the time; while I usually get really moody because everyone has something I don't, this also pushes me to get what I want. And I don't hate people because of this, which is good, if not I'd hate the world, literally.
#7. Lust
is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.
Naturally, this is the last, since well, I'm still immature and think it's gross.
But my dad allows me to watch rated stuff like BORAT and shiz so I'm not innocent OO
Oh, and just to say something controversial: I kissed a girl and I liked it ;}
Song of the Day::
random thoughts--
`I think I'll write a short play.
`Shall go to the library tomorrow.
`Imma start piano again.
`Imma start going to church again.
`I miss Goodman.
`I miss ZZZ.
`I wish I had a printer.
`I hope my dad knows that the reason why I offer him food is because I want him to have it, not because I don't want it and I'm treating him as a dustbin.
`Why can't I just puke? (no, it's not bulimia, it's colic.)
`If Erica, Fang or Crystle reads this before 11 Dec, stop taking breaks and please get back to work, we are behind schedule.
`Oh yeah, thanks for joining NEmation fanpage guys (:
`I still don't have a life
`I rather have no sweet 16 than screw it up.
`my wardrobe's a mess
`I'm feeling VERY CHEATED.
`did you know I can do a cartwheel? I just happen to suck at it!
`I haven't checked my mail in forever
`Sorry Hil, Latimer and Deb
`Gonna tell you guys about my Giraffe soon!!!! :D
loves,
♡V
#1. Gluttony
is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.
Surprise, surprise.
I'm a pig. And I know I can control it but I don't.
It's always the "one time won't hurt" excuse that makes me so... sickening.
And that's probably the cause and caused by my other sins, which makes it one vicious cycle D:
If not for gluttony, I'm very sure my life would be twice as brilliant as it is now.
Which is not much, but a lot better I guess.
#2. Greed
is the desire for material wealth or gain. It is also called Avarice or Covetousness.
What else.
Nothing drives the real world but money.
And I've always wanted to be rich and famous and pretty and everything material.
This sin haunts me the most, though it only came around recently.
I don't think it's really really bad though, since I don't cheat or steal to get what I want, no stripping or whatever, and I'm not a scrooge or very miserly, I'm just really cautious about spending because I know I have the potential to be a total shopaholic.
And I don't think greed is what I have, it's more of security through material possessions. But this is still ranked second because of how large a role it plays in every single thing I do, literally.
#3. Pride
is excessive belief in one's own abilities and has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.
.I don't think pride is the root of all my other sins.
It's this whole big idea by itself which affects me separately from the others.
I'm a Leo, the proudest of the lot.
And I don't know why I'm proud, I have nothing to feel proud of.
Fortunate, maybe, but proud? Neh.
Maybe it's a defense mechanism I depend on to diguise whatever vulnerabilities I might have, but it's not very critical in the sense that
in theatre we have to let go of ourselves and "be".
#4. Anger
is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.
Anger is bigger than Sloth and Envy because it is the root of both.
When I'm angry, I refuse to work, I become lazy, I start to eat (yes, very disgusting) and the fact that I've become like this makes me envy others more.
The worse part of my Anger is that I don't lock it in and make it disappear. It grows and it grows and I lash out all of a sudden, which makes it a lot scarier.
And then I get violent, which makes me a larger fool than I already am.
#5. Sloth
is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work.
This is actually a huge part of me, but I put it fifth since the others affect me more.
Sloth has ruined me since birth, my lack of effort in anything from education to health has made me an almost failure, and I'm sure if I had just put in a little bit more, I'd have travelled a farther distance.
Also I've been spiritually lazy. I don't pray, say grace, read the bible- in other words, I'm nowhere near faithful. And I'm blaming it on almost everything else but me.
#6. Envy
is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.
Like most people hear me say, I'd rather be anywhere but here, or anyone but me.
Sometimes I think the reason why I like green is not because of its fresh element, but because of its jealous tinge.
There's always something about everyone I'm hugely jealous of, and most of the time I don't realise it until much later. Thank God the envy works for me positively most of the time; while I usually get really moody because everyone has something I don't, this also pushes me to get what I want. And I don't hate people because of this, which is good, if not I'd hate the world, literally.
#7. Lust
is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.
Naturally, this is the last, since well, I'm still immature and think it's gross.
But my dad allows me to watch rated stuff like BORAT and shiz so I'm not innocent OO
Oh, and just to say something controversial: I kissed a girl and I liked it ;}
Song of the Day::
random thoughts--
`I think I'll write a short play.
`Shall go to the library tomorrow.
`Imma start piano again.
`Imma start going to church again.
`I miss Goodman.
`I miss ZZZ.
`I wish I had a printer.
`I hope my dad knows that the reason why I offer him food is because I want him to have it, not because I don't want it and I'm treating him as a dustbin.
`Why can't I just puke? (no, it's not bulimia, it's colic.)
`If Erica, Fang or Crystle reads this before 11 Dec, stop taking breaks and please get back to work, we are behind schedule.
`Oh yeah, thanks for joining NEmation fanpage guys (:
`I still don't have a life
`I rather have no sweet 16 than screw it up.
`my wardrobe's a mess
`I'm feeling VERY CHEATED.
`did you know I can do a cartwheel? I just happen to suck at it!
`I haven't checked my mail in forever
`Sorry Hil, Latimer and Deb
`Gonna tell you guys about my Giraffe soon!!!! :D
loves,
♡V