I have just written 3 long blog rants on the same page.
and deleted all of them.
because I realised that everyone's just going to tell me to cheer up.
and that life's not so bad.
let me get this straight.
right now, not just this very moment but this period of time, LIFE IS SHIT.
all the things that I should be thankful for (and I am) are not enough to make up for all the bad things I do NOT deserve and no matter how much I want to cheer up, it's not gonna change the facts.
heh heh heh, yay, welcome to teenhood, sweetheart.
and contrary to what the entire world struggles to prove,
I am 100% sure that having a never-ending supply of money will make me truly happy.
as long as it's not a bequeath-ment. unless if it's from Bill Gates or Osama bin Laden or George Bush or anyone I don't particularly care about.
if obstacles are opportunities for me to get closer to God, it's not working.
stop using force, hasn't an eternity of ruling taught you that?
and to hit it where it hurts, my life wasn't so bad when I didn't go to church.
okay, strike me down with lightning.
someone get me a freaking printer
a freaking scholarship
a freaking skinny body without the pigeon chest
a freaking pretty face with zero acne
a freaking pair of double eyelids
a freaking long body and limbs
a freaking change in school timings
a freaking stash of cash
or
a freaking boyfriend which I can sell to a brothel for some cash.
because I'm sick
of not getting what I want
when I deserve it.
oh and someone give me good songs that aren't stupid like Fuego Fuego please.
I always say I have no secrets,
that's why Truth or Dare is such an easy game for me.
but I'm starting to have some,
and I'm tired of keeping them.
MLIA of the Day::
Today, I was at a speech meet. The hosting team had put random funny signs up. I stopped to read one and it said "look behind you" so I turned around and there was another sign, it said "look behind you" I then stood there for about 5 minutes or so turning around in circles before I realized what I was doing. You tricked me random sign writers. MLIA
FML of the Day::
Today, I forgot I was boiling water to make tea. My roommate had to turn it off after all the water had evaporated and the pot started melting. I'm the only guy in the world who can screw up boiling water. FML
P.S.
please don't approach me asking me what's wrong with me
and if I'm okay (common sense tells you I'm NOT okay)
because you don't get it.
as much of a teenager or counsellor or whoever you are,
everyone has a different opinion and you don't know mine.
♡V