teehee haven't been here for a while (:
really losing the will to recount my life actually, since some things get ruined with words, and some things are best when said fresh on the spot, not 5 hours later when you're in front of the screen.
anyways I've been having random clicks of intangible ideas
and stuff.
okay a bunch of random statements below.
Grace pointed out that the trip to Bago affected me more than I thought. I think it did. I can't sleep well anymore due to a wide variety of reasons no matter how I sound or come across in text, with emoticons or not, I'm actually happy. unless if the bad emotion continues for more than 3 texts, then I'm not being dramatic anymore. oh yeah speaking of dramatic, the other day I had this dramatic moment of "I'm so annoyed I can't even get a bath" and Chloe thought I was angry at her like whut? why would I get angry that she bathed first? I was telling YL how 21 Guns is such an annoying song until you encounter something remotely related to war and listen to the song after then it sounds AHMAZINGG. then he gave me this trivia that the song is called 21 Guns because whenever a soldier dies they fire 21 guns. something like that. and now the song is awesome round-the-clock (: oh yeah, I wanted to watch the sunrise after staying up the entire night and I ended up watching it with YL and we were expecting something bloody awesome then we realised that the trees were covering the sky and we were both ._____. hey I've been talking about Bago stuff. maybe I really love that place more than I think. Dawn's in UK now, lucky girl. can't wait for my turn, yet I don't really want it to happen. umpf /: hahahaha we're doing Seasons of Love much to almost everyone's dismay, but it's a darn good song compared to the slower numbers we have. I actually find the songs boring but my angle is definitely gonna change during rehearsals. okay where do I find a traditional chinese wedding gown for rent?
argh lots of research thanks a lot Grace Oh yeah my dad noticed I'm into indie. Hey he pays attention to me ;D I'm actually scared of texting people in case they think I'm texting them only because I'm bored when actually I feel bad for not talking to them enough so I text them but maybe I'm really imposing on them argh I'm psychotic. I think I'm turning into an impulse buyer, it's quite scary since I only do it in front of others. it's like I'm doing it for show or something? oh did I mention I was the shortest and fattest girl on the trip to Bago? mighty depressing. oh then today I found a shirt that makes me look tall so I don't feel so bad anymore teehee oh speaking of that my R&J ballroom costume makes me look really tall and stylo like a uniqlo model. me likey ;D ah shucks hate holiday homework oh yeah XiaXue should stop photoshopping herself because it's getting too fake. and dang it why does she get to visit Pixar Studios? D: lucky beach. oh && NJC NEmation winners are in LA now!!! lucky peeps. if I were them I'd go nuts at the toy factory outlet. OHMYGAWWWWDD. argh holy communion tomorrow. what to wear what to wear what to wear. oh the shoes I bought from Bago are so awesome but I forgot to bite them so now I have blisters. well a couple, but ouch D: not wearing them tomorrow. hahahaha AH PUI!!!! GRAHAMS TTM.
okay I think if I don't stop typing my thoughts will flow like the Nile.
ngah.
oh new website: http://givesmehope.com
(I think. love their stuff. here's an example:
"A year ago, I posted a farewell note on my blog saying I was planning to kill myself.
That night, police called from two whole states away, stopping me until local help arrived.
It was one of my online friends that raised the alarm. We live in two different countries.
Friendship without borders GMH.")
love it? love it? meluvit.
screw FML, I'm changing my blog for a more optimistic feel.
GMH of the Day::
During WWII, my friend's grandpa was captured and tortured, but he refused to reveal his mission. The japanese said if he didn't spill, they would kill the other five captured men. He wouldn't budge. He escaped, but he had to live with their blood on his hands. 25 years later, he found out they all lived. Not a single one talked. GMH
MLIA of the Day::
Today I found out that Barbie and Ken are siblings. MLIA
hAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!
love you guys, though I don't say it out loud <3
♡V