today was uh, nice.
went to church in the morning
and what pastor reuben said, though I find it hard to trust, makes me want to believe.
and on top of the things dad made me read,
it just makes me feel that there's nothing wrong with taking chances.
I might get left with nothing,
but if I really wanted it, I'd get it, no matter how long it takes, right?
no idea.
I guess one can't advance without the art of forgiving.
like forgiving yourself.
okay I'm still trying to get my bearings around this.
♡V