obviously he's not impressed at all.
dammit, that is shitload of effort I'm putting in this
and he just gives me less marks and less marks
while others still maintain their standards
really man, what do the teachers have against me
and I know this sounds extremely unprofessional.
bitching about a teacher.
eh dang it, I did hell lot of research and analysis for this.
not like no one else did, which is just my point.
everyone did, so why do I get worse marks?
and I daresay my idea is original!
and I spent days on section 2.
days.
and he just used a PEN to tick on it and omg can he not see the pride I take in my work?!
i think if anyone reads this they're gonna think I'm some whiny retard who's never happy.
hey, suck it man, suck it.
if you ask me how much I get in school I'll just tell it to you.
then you can laugh at me all you want.
happy.
sheeeeeet I have no idea how I'm gonna do well.
how the hell does essay-writing help you grow as a thespian anyway?
Judi Dench and Ian McKellen and the whole motley crew,
they didn't even have to write a bloody essay and look how successful they are.
and out of all the kids who spend their lives in school,
how many people actually achieve what they really want in life?
I don't have an alternate solution.
it's either this way or the highway, and
from what I'm going through, it seems like the bloody highway is what I'm taking.
my mom's always scolding me for taking on projects out of school
when my results suck.
and I just pretend that I NEVER learn my lesson,
but truth is, I've learnt it.
okay,
school isn't gonna get me anywhere. it never will.
but outside, I get recognition, I make a difference to the lives of others not just mine.
school is the most selfish idea I've ever heard of.
outside school I mean something to society.
inside, I'm just another brick in the wall.
fyeah pink floyd.
it's 2 in the morning and no one knows I'm not going to school tomorrow.
on to math.
I just can't win, can I?
okay happy things.
yay macbook (:
friends, family and food on my table.
can't take those for granted can I.
got new songs and I love them.
that's all, my life is really that down in the dumps.
trying to stay lovely,
Vicky.
♡V