hahahahaha of course I'm overexaggerating, it's just the whiner and me doing her thang.
I think I'm starting to rely a lot on blogging again because it's the only thing I currently have besides reading that gets me away from mundane student life.
Like last time I didn't blog much because I had rehearsals to balance my student life,
and before that it was Bago and London
and before that it was tumblr.
and before that NEmation well you get what I'm getting at.
and now I've got nothing? so argh.
I'd say FML but I'm developing optimism, since that'll keep me alive slightly longer than pessimism.
and I sort of want to live, at least live long enough to have fun.
dying before graduating is just downright pathetic.
study your whole life and then die, man, that's sad.
oh my cousin's getting a doctorate. isn't that cute?
but it's quite sad since he's been studying his whole darn life.
come on, have fun!
anyway yeah I wonder how I'm gonna survive IB when I'm so buried in work
and have no time to do anything to breakaway from this.
hope to go for the London Exchange Programme EOY.
I wonder what my mom will say to that.
I'm currently organising my physics notes for the study session tomorrow (:
and Saleem replied to my email, so I can start on ARC soon.
I have to re-familiarise myself with logarithms,
and restudy Jane Eyre and Shakespeare.
will just wing unseen poems, since I'm never gonna do well on that niwaes.
haven't forgiven the idiot who stole my lit notes.
or maybe I lost it, which is impossible since I don't leave them around.
you idiot, I hope you fail finals worse than I do.
theatre's a bitch right now, it's so bloody academic.
come on, Patina Miller, Sarah Brightman and Kristin Chenoweth sure as hell didn't write essays to get where they are today.
how can writing essays determine how good you are in theatre? stupid IB shit.
yeah, I'm such a complain queen. WHATEVER.
today was actually fun.
I hope my mom makes really low-calorie food for the rest of the year,
because I'm gonna die of obesity.
I'm serious, if I don't reach 40kg by 2011 I am gonna _______.
not sure what, but it has to be a really huge punishment.
maybe do law or something, but that's too cruel.
effed up body, why can't obesity be hereditary?
then at least I can blame my parents.
right now the joke's on me.
argh need to lose the cellulite.
was trying to think of things to keep me alive in the IB years while in the shower.
S+S is gonna be too strenuous after this year, and I don't want to spend money on it.
maybe join an interest group.
anything that requires me to get off my butt and meet new people, but won't take too much of my time and brain cells.
it's gotta be something I love.
blogging isn't gonna burn the calories, so there.
oh and I was also thinking,
why do I not reveal much about myself?
after all, I want to be famous, and losing privacy is part of the fame deal,
so why do I not open up now?
gosh I'm nuts.
and my twitter and facebook is dead, but not like I'm surprised.
ain't I the saddest person in the world,
depending on cyberspace to define my social connectivity.
thank GOD literally people talk to me in school
if not I can just be a bloody zombie.
okay I'm ranting.
OKAY Jude's awesome.
I hope you're happy .___.
gonna do physics now then read then sleep.
oh anyone wants to watch Berlin 36?
wait why am I typing this, no one reads this except me OO
GMH of the Day::
Today I found out that my friend volunteers at the local soup kitchen four to five times a week. His caring and understanding GMH. What's amazing about this is that his family can't afford to feed him some nights. When I asked why he does it, he said, "All people deserve something to eat."
MLIA of the Day::
Today, on facebook I saw a page that said 'The world will not end in 2012 because Phil of the future came from 2121." MLIA
should I be happy because I get to live longer, or sad because I can't quit school now.
♡V