theatre finals are killing me.
I missed the briefing session because of MP and now I have a high chance of screwing it up
I don't even get what Mac is saying in the question paper
and I really don't know which teacher to trust anymore.
Last year Tobin said I was treating Theatre too much like an academic subject and I got penalised for it
so I toned it down and presented my work to him, and he said it was much better
and I do the same this year and Mac says I'm not treating Theatre like a subject
and I should approach it from an academic point of view
and hell I'm sucking at everything.
theatre is NOT a subject, I feel like we're bastardising it.
I don't even dare clarify anything with the teachers anymore
because I get scolded for "not listening" and really,
I shouldn't even be chided for not focusing in class when I give as much focus, if not more than, as everyone else.
GMH of the Day::
Last night, I was about to kill myself. I had the razor in my hand, and I had put it to my wrist and began to cut. Then my sister ran out, and thought I had hurt myself on accident. She got me a bandage and told me to be more careful, because she didn't want me to die. She's four. She will never know, but she saved my life. She GMH.
♡V