Hope the toilets are great (:
what a whirlwind of a week,
I've been so busy having fun or just being busy that I'm sleep deprived.
which leads to fugly hair, fugly complexion and fugly body.
but my has been great despite my fugly appearance.
and that barely happens.
and I'm going to church tomorrow because I want to thank Him for a lot of things.
there are so many things I complain about, but underneath all that there are so many things to be grateful about.
Trying to revamp my table as much as possible.
I've finally had enough of being who I am and living like me.
I don't hate myself or anything, I'm just bored with me.
so I've made huge changes that still takes getting used to and changed minute details that nobody notices but makes me feel different anyhoo
and these changes are not reckless, they have been carefully considered and weighed.
Is it worth the risk? How long before I regret? Am I really sure? Is there another way? etc.
and from this I'm just rediscovering myself.
I definitely feel extremely awkward with the difference despite trying to make it as gradual as possible
but I am confident that the decisions I make are going to do me well.
you won't find me a stranger if you haven't seen me in a while
I'm pretty sure of that (:
this vacation has been absolutely fabulous.
possible the best of my high school years.
4, 1, 2, 3 in that order.
I hope it keeps getting better.
still apprehensive towards IB, but fingers crossed!
love love love you guys <33
♡V