I think I'm changing.
And it's kinda scaring me, because I'm changing into someone I was pretty sure I would never be.
I've always told others "well if you don't want to then don't, what's so hard about it?"
so I'm applying my own words of wisdom to myself
and see where it takes me.
Wish me luck /:
On another issue,
I don't get how people can live with cellulite really.
I looked at my legs today
(not INSPECTED, I LOOKED. Like literally took a look)
and got such a shock from all the cellulite.
So awful.
And every time I sit down I wish I could cut my belly out.
Like if it was scientifically possible to use a chopper and just slice the damn thing off I would.
This weather is really unpredictable for activity.
Every time I plan to run it frigging rains
and I don't have a gym nearby.
I truly believe that a private gym will make me look so much better
a lot of people say "nawh you just end up taking it for granted"
but really I'll use it as much as I can.
I do that to all the things I NEED.
The past few days living alone has been so fantastic.
Parents were in Kota Kinabalu,
I succeeded in getting my brother to bunk with my cousins
and my sister had to work consecutive long shifts.
Having the house to myself was so fun :D
I was out most of the time of course
but I didn't have to eat anything I didn't want to,
or take turns to use the bathroom
or anything really.
I was a free bitch babaye!
I don't know why people who live alone complain. Really I don't.
Yes if you count in the rent and all that blah blah blah it might start to suck a little
but I think the rent is really a worthy exchange for A PLACE TO STAY and FREEDOM, no?
This past 4 days (Sat to Tues) has been such a whirlwind experience for me
Lord I can't wait for it to happen again :D
not when the school term starts though, I need someone to take me to prison.
xxx
MLIA of the Day::
Today I failed my roadtest for the third time. Seeing me bummed out, the instructor put his hand on my shoulder and said "Don't worry son even Spongebob hasn't past his roadtest yet." Best. Failure. Ever. MLIA
♡V
And it's kinda scaring me, because I'm changing into someone I was pretty sure I would never be.
I've always told others "well if you don't want to then don't, what's so hard about it?"
so I'm applying my own words of wisdom to myself
and see where it takes me.
Wish me luck /:
On another issue,
I don't get how people can live with cellulite really.
I looked at my legs today
(not INSPECTED, I LOOKED. Like literally took a look)
and got such a shock from all the cellulite.
So awful.
And every time I sit down I wish I could cut my belly out.
Like if it was scientifically possible to use a chopper and just slice the damn thing off I would.
This weather is really unpredictable for activity.
Every time I plan to run it frigging rains
and I don't have a gym nearby.
I truly believe that a private gym will make me look so much better
a lot of people say "nawh you just end up taking it for granted"
but really I'll use it as much as I can.
I do that to all the things I NEED.
The past few days living alone has been so fantastic.
Parents were in Kota Kinabalu,
I succeeded in getting my brother to bunk with my cousins
and my sister had to work consecutive long shifts.
Having the house to myself was so fun :D
I was out most of the time of course
but I didn't have to eat anything I didn't want to,
or take turns to use the bathroom
or anything really.
I was a free bitch babaye!
I don't know why people who live alone complain. Really I don't.
Yes if you count in the rent and all that blah blah blah it might start to suck a little
but I think the rent is really a worthy exchange for A PLACE TO STAY and FREEDOM, no?
This past 4 days (Sat to Tues) has been such a whirlwind experience for me
Lord I can't wait for it to happen again :D
not when the school term starts though, I need someone to take me to prison.
xxx
MLIA of the Day::
Today I failed my roadtest for the third time. Seeing me bummed out, the instructor put his hand on my shoulder and said "Don't worry son even Spongebob hasn't past his roadtest yet." Best. Failure. Ever. MLIA
♡V