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Tuesday, December 21, 2010

I feel like shit right now because it took me a half-hour cab ride home to convince myself not to eat anything and just take a bath and go straight to sleep.
So everything's fine until I enter my room and my sister groans at me for turning on the lights.
And she tells me to be back in half an hour because she'll be asleep by then.
WTF I GO STRAIGHT DOWN TO THE KITCHEN AND RAID THE DAMN FRIDGE.
I'm too ashamed to even list down what I ate.
I probably ate like half my total calorie consumption in this sitting alone.
I know I shouldn't even be ranting about it because we need about 2000 calories a day on the average and I'm pretty sure I didn't hit the 1000-calorie mark today.
But hell who eats at 1am when they are supposed to be losing weight
and I've only been awake for about 12 hours (it's almost 3 on my clock now) so I shouldn't even be eating a day's worth of calories.
And the thing is I know I could have gone without the food I ate.
Just sleep it off I'll be fine.
BUTNOIHADTOFRICKINEATANDNOWIHAVETOSUFFER.
At this rate I can totally forget about enjoying myself during Christmas
because I really don't have time for proper cardio and I don't dare do sit ups without cardio.
ARGHFML
oh and I'm not getting the bicycle pedal anymore, it's just gonna enlarge my already huge and bulging thigh muscles.



JUST THE WAY YOU ARE BY BRUNO MARS ANNOYS ME BECAUSE IT SOUNDS LIKE CRAP WITHOUT THE MUSIC.

oh oh oh
all my books have arrived and I'm so so so happy :D
I was so afraid of damaging any part of the book (except the spine, because I think having creases at the spine gives me more ownership of the book :)) that I used the envelopes the books arrived in to make a book jacket.
hoohoo I am so friggin' proud of myself for actually doing it. Took me half an hour, yeah yeah I know it's a long time but whatever I enjoyed every second of it. Some of you will think it's a total ripoff from the laptop case-- well, it was, I told myself if I ever made a book jacket the first design HAS to be a butler's uniform. This is more of a prom date but argh whatevs I love it and it's currently jacketing The Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood. Great book btw.
Can't decide whether I should make my next design a hamburger, something cubist or a fusion of African and Aboriginal art.

holy crap I just scratched my arm because it was itchy and immediately 4 deep red lines appeared what is wrong with my body omg
I should start following new people on tumblr/twitter.


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