Monday, December 27, 2010
I have loads of fat on my body. At the wrong places.
I mean honestly I'm the only teenager I know who has fat all over her body but at her boobs.
Lord if you want me to suffer with cellulite, please grant me some cleavage.
Or take away all the fat on my body.
And I don't get how I'm supposed to feel better about what others say.
"You're not that fat" --> this means I'm fat, just not that. Same thing.
"You're not that ugly" --> this means I'm ugly, just not that, Same thing.
how is this supposed to make me feel better?
and anyways saying "you're not fat" or "you're not ugly" is just lying to my face?
and have I told you how much I resent liars, even if their white or pretty and little?
WHAT THE BLOODY HELL IS WRONG WITH MY MACBOOK IT KEEPS SHUTTING DOWN OR BLANKING OUT AT RANDOM INTERVALS, IT HAS HAPPENED 4 TIMES SINCE 1 DECEMBER AND I AM ROYALLY PISSED BECAUSE I'VE ONLY HAD THIS MACBOOK SINCE SEPTEMBER?! WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS STUPID THING.
I don't have body issues, I don't have mental issues,
I know what I look like. I do NOT look stunning.
Stalk me on facebook and risk puking.
I want her back I want her back I want her back
^ I know this doesn't sound right but there are different ways to read the above statement.
(like, I want her purse)
ARGH I CAN'T WAIT TO LIVE ON MY OWN.
my house will be so awesome.
omgIatesomuchtodayIwannadieIknewIwasgonnaregretandmymomwastryingtostopmesoIonlyhavemyselftoblamegonnaweighmyselftomorrowandmeetmydoomandthenexerciseexericiseexercise
Camus here I come.
♡V