what's the point of being a social butterfly if you still don't get included at the end of the day?
and you just flit around and when you leave people forget you.
and I don't even know what's what and who's who and I don't get dish on music and problems and shows and stuff and I feel so bloody left out but I'm not but I am and every time, every time something great comes up on facebook I feel like crap because I'm not even a part of it

and I hate sounding like a whiny bitch so I'm just gonna stop and let the rest of my bitchings circle around my head and give me a headache so I can totally struggle during history tomorrow. actually in 8 hours. argh goddammit why can't there be 3 days of weekend for every 5 weekdays.