I really don't know what to do now.

I'm too emotionally distraught to do my homework
and too guilty to do anything else.

I can't focus on my work so what's the point of doing it
but what's the point of going out if I have nothing to buy
and my feet has blisters so I can't exercise.

But if I don't exercise I won't lose weight,
even if I do exercise I won't lose weight but at least I won't hate myself for eating.
If I do my work I will feel guilty for not exercising
and work makes me hungry so I'll eat more
and since I'm already so emotionally affected I just might binge eat
I think that's what I've been doing today

but I don't want to go out for nothing
the only reason why I will go out is for exercise
but I can't, so going out will be like a waste of time

argh I hate dilemmas like these.