It's taking me a lot of effort to live day by day. I have yet to receive just one piece of good news.
At the moment I wake every cell in my body screams "why am I still alive" but this small part of me squeals "it all changes today!" but at the end I'm still where I started.
I have been actively trying to change my circumstances to no effect. The only thing I haven't actively pursued is suicide. I refuse to play that stupid game.
I think I'm going to hate tomorrow, I can't see any other way to perceive it.
Just denounced a friend, I need the opposite of that douche with me now.