And the worst thing is I can't even tell anyone what you said because they'll probably agree with you anyway, silently or not.
Chances are the world is right if everyone agrees on something about you that you don't agree with.
You're good-for-nothing you're fat you're ugly you're stupid you're useless
But I always think that maybe they're wrong.

The looks they gave me. THE LOOKS.
I'm apparently being judged for not trying out for something that I wasn't interested in in the first place.
So what if the course was perfect, I'm not.

I don't even know what I deserve or don't deserve anymore.