I still can't get over it.
Do I have a reason to feel like this or is there something wrong with me?
I know he did it long before but is it truly unfair of me to judge him for it or am I completely lowering myself?
He doesn't seem to regret it. It's like to him, nothing happened but I can't come to terms with it.
I definitely can't bring this up; it will make me seem like a fool and it definitely will not help us.
I think this is something I will have to deal with, on my own, for the rest of my life.
No one can know about this because they will judge not just him, but me, and I can't let that happen.
I need to protect him, and I need to protect me.
I have made him too many promises to leave, and this does not compare to everything we've been through.
Is this worth it? Do I deserve better? If want to be with him so much, why do I keep asking this?
What am I truly afraid of?
What are my demons?