I think Adam's mad at me.
And I'm scared.
I don't know what he's like when he's angry and I don't wanna find out.
Also I really like him and I don't wanna make someone I like feel that way.
"yeah great thanks."
Enough to ruin my night because of the doubt it seeded.
He hasn't replied. It doesn't help. How am I gonna sleep well now?
I've given him too much power over me. Or maybe I need to stop overthinking.
Everything is fine
He's not everything I've got.
But I would really like for us to see each other that way one day.
Not in the desperate codependent unhealthy sense of course.