"Ya we're just friends this is just fun"

Some days they make me wish I'd died in my sleep. 

It's so silly. 

America just might be a new start. 

I don't really wanna cut loose because you've been really respectful and a sweetheart and you're cute and you're funny and we get along and we like being in bed together. I really enjoy your company. 

Why would you suddenly say those things to me then? You make me feel like a child. Don't dismiss me. 

I'm missing something here. I feel like you feel the same way but the evidence shows otherwise. 

This is kinda one-sided and I'd like to think I deserve better. 

I wish you all the best. 

Sleep well, and I hope you'll tell me when you think of me.